:( as the year is coming to an end and school is starting soon

My temper has not been good today. Terrible. I gotta find some way to unwind and get rid of this stress of sch starting, even though school has not start yet. I'm tired of getting through the same stress over and over again. Goshhhhh. =x

未你

To the nerd in my life, some thoughts about year 2010

I know, I have not really been kind with my words to you, and you are not good with words at times too. We have quite some disagreements this year, regarding various issues. It has not been easy for the both of us as we both took a huge lap for life and get used to changes. For me, it's working life and for you, it's freedom and studies.

I'm glad that you have entered my life and made me realise how simple life could be. At the same time, both of us has changed, for the better, for ourselves and for each other. Thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to lean on.

It's gonna be a long road ahead of us, and with you(and your patience =P), let's hold on to each other :)

未你

The best christmas gift

It wasn't anything gift that k has given me, it was some advice which he has told me. That half an hour chat gave me some directions in life, and it isn't conparable in terms of monetary value. I'm still pretty clueless about my life after graduation(in a year's time) and hence I'm still searching. His past experience are valuable to me. Branding yourself in this society is important, he said. And I kind of have a direction now, which is to "suffer" the horrible, long hours working condition and learn all I could while I'm still young. But I really haven't make up my mind, it's pretty difficult, you see. Sometimes, I feel so alone on this path, please shed me some light and lead me through.

未你

And off we go to imm.

I bought some stuff for hair today, nice! lol. *self-indulged*
Unfortunately, we still did not manage to find the takoyaki pan. :( . I guess I'll have to wait till I go japan to buy one. Because the "cheaper" one doesn't look good and the expensive ones are expensive. And now I know why takoyaki are expensive, because the pans are expensive.
Time flies when I was there with my twin and till the next time we meet! :) don't be too emo okay, always look on the bright side of life!

I am still searching for idea as to what to get for my company christmas exchange gift and another friend's christmas exchange gift. argh. I forgot to buy something for some other friends. =/ hohoho. christamas is coming. I like the cool weather. Please let it be freezing at night so that i can use my beloved blanket. lol. <3

and you, jia you to study! mug man is not alone! :) ntu ppl, jia you, it will be over soon! :)

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Some thoughts about relationships

A chat with w again.
And this time, she's determined to keep the cold war going, if j is not going to speak out first. What i don't understand is, how can one stand not talking to someone so near and dear to you? Cold war is not the way to solve problems, however, it does seem like the best way in this case, because nothing else can be done. Is it that relationships are fragile or that human's behaviour are not steadfast enough to keep us holding to our values?

People change (yes i know, and i accept that). so how can someone believe that another person will be there for him/her, for good times and for bad?

and there are so many people who one should take their life with a pinch of salt. trust, but not completely.

An eye-opener

It was a long thursday that I had.

First was the release of my results. Oh crap. Worst that I have ever done so far, four grades lower than the previous semester. Perhaps I had over-estimated my own ability. Utterly disappointed in my own ability.

Then I started recalling about that remark that you have made. Am I not good enough?

I was on my own to sort out stuff at work. It feels like i'm battling alone when i'm at work sometimes.

Hence, because of reasons stated above, I was grumpy throughout the day.

However, things changed at night. We talked about it and sorted things out.

And we went to celebrate a friend's birthday at mbs. As what she has described, "ah-tas" is the word. Everything is so nice, especially the sky pool! It looks like there is no limits to the pool. It is the nicest pool I have ever seen! I appreciate her inviting us to stay over and the bath robe for the swimming pool. :) It was freezing in the morning when we went down to the water but all was worth it. Super super nice. An eye-opener. It felt like I was in some paradise(okay, maybe this is a little exaggerated) and that I was removed from my sickening job.

Practise what you preach??

A famous saying:

Practise what you preach.

But how many of us are guilty of not doing that?

Chinatown, people from different walk of life.

At Chinatown, I see people from different walk of life. There are not-so-glam uncles and aunties, but also people wearing office attire and not to forget, tourists around. There are shops selling noodles at $2.50, but there are also shops selling sharks' fin and abalone.

I find it interesting to see all these different types of people, especially tourists. I wonder what they think about Singapore. Well, I think Chinatown is not just "little china" (yes, although there is quite a number of china nationality around), it is a hybrid of different community in this small area. I wonder when's my penpal going to come. lol.

On a side note, yeah, I have finally gone to maxwell food centre! I went there for lunch today, haa :) And it is not as far as I thought.

i'm evil. yup. don't mumble when u speak, i can't hear u.

Wisdom tooth = wisdom?

I suspect that there is a wisdom tooth growing, but I really don't know. I am just not able to close my mouth fully as the last tooth or gum, or whatever I can't see clearly will be pain. I have had several toothache recently. It's strange because I always have toothache near exam periods. Why? =/

Made an appointment with the polyclinic and it is morning 8.10am at jurong. Feels like as if I have to wake up early to go jj to attend classes. So early =/  And it is an appointment next year, just before chinese new year. =//

Blog template finally done

Oh yeah, I spent a few days to finish doing up this blog. Yup, kind of slow because I was exploring photoshop. However, I can't really remember the functions that can be used inside. So ended up with only a small micro change.

Anyway, that aside, I'm so proud of this little blog I have set up now.

Life have been mundane. I have been trying to recall where I have stopped for the different work I was doing, some which I have stopped since july or september. On my own now. Grumbles about work will be never ending so I shall just stop here. Back to work! :)

a new beginning

Oh yes, I am still choosing colours to put for my blog. :) and brainstorming for a blog name.