:( as the year is coming to an end and school is starting soon

My temper has not been good today. Terrible. I gotta find some way to unwind and get rid of this stress of sch starting, even though school has not start yet. I'm tired of getting through the same stress over and over again. Goshhhhh. =x

未你

To the nerd in my life, some thoughts about year 2010

I know, I have not really been kind with my words to you, and you are not good with words at times too. We have quite some disagreements this year, regarding various issues. It has not been easy for the both of us as we both took a huge lap for life and get used to changes. For me, it's working life and for you, it's freedom and studies.

I'm glad that you have entered my life and made me realise how simple life could be. At the same time, both of us has changed, for the better, for ourselves and for each other. Thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to lean on.

It's gonna be a long road ahead of us, and with you(and your patience =P), let's hold on to each other :)

未你

The best christmas gift

It wasn't anything gift that k has given me, it was some advice which he has told me. That half an hour chat gave me some directions in life, and it isn't conparable in terms of monetary value. I'm still pretty clueless about my life after graduation(in a year's time) and hence I'm still searching. His past experience are valuable to me. Branding yourself in this society is important, he said. And I kind of have a direction now, which is to "suffer" the horrible, long hours working condition and learn all I could while I'm still young. But I really haven't make up my mind, it's pretty difficult, you see. Sometimes, I feel so alone on this path, please shed me some light and lead me through.

未你

And off we go to imm.

I bought some stuff for hair today, nice! lol. *self-indulged*
Unfortunately, we still did not manage to find the takoyaki pan. :( . I guess I'll have to wait till I go japan to buy one. Because the "cheaper" one doesn't look good and the expensive ones are expensive. And now I know why takoyaki are expensive, because the pans are expensive.
Time flies when I was there with my twin and till the next time we meet! :) don't be too emo okay, always look on the bright side of life!

I am still searching for idea as to what to get for my company christmas exchange gift and another friend's christmas exchange gift. argh. I forgot to buy something for some other friends. =/ hohoho. christamas is coming. I like the cool weather. Please let it be freezing at night so that i can use my beloved blanket. lol. <3

and you, jia you to study! mug man is not alone! :) ntu ppl, jia you, it will be over soon! :)

未你

Some thoughts about relationships

A chat with w again.
And this time, she's determined to keep the cold war going, if j is not going to speak out first. What i don't understand is, how can one stand not talking to someone so near and dear to you? Cold war is not the way to solve problems, however, it does seem like the best way in this case, because nothing else can be done. Is it that relationships are fragile or that human's behaviour are not steadfast enough to keep us holding to our values?

People change (yes i know, and i accept that). so how can someone believe that another person will be there for him/her, for good times and for bad?

and there are so many people who one should take their life with a pinch of salt. trust, but not completely.

An eye-opener

It was a long thursday that I had.

First was the release of my results. Oh crap. Worst that I have ever done so far, four grades lower than the previous semester. Perhaps I had over-estimated my own ability. Utterly disappointed in my own ability.

Then I started recalling about that remark that you have made. Am I not good enough?

I was on my own to sort out stuff at work. It feels like i'm battling alone when i'm at work sometimes.

Hence, because of reasons stated above, I was grumpy throughout the day.

However, things changed at night. We talked about it and sorted things out.

And we went to celebrate a friend's birthday at mbs. As what she has described, "ah-tas" is the word. Everything is so nice, especially the sky pool! It looks like there is no limits to the pool. It is the nicest pool I have ever seen! I appreciate her inviting us to stay over and the bath robe for the swimming pool. :) It was freezing in the morning when we went down to the water but all was worth it. Super super nice. An eye-opener. It felt like I was in some paradise(okay, maybe this is a little exaggerated) and that I was removed from my sickening job.