Saturday, January 29, 2011

Trying to balance School, Work, and Life.

How forgetful can I get?
I conveniently forgot that I would have many projects and test to follow up to in a semester even though I'm supposed to be only doing this part-time studies. Just realised I have got 6 reports, 3 individual, 3 group to do, and 1 test. I'm so scared of doing individual report because I don't know how to do referencing (yes, EVEN after the many projects because my group members are the ones doing the referencing and hence i have been able to avoid doing it). And I'm afraid that I'll conveniently forget about the project altogether and forgot the due date. x.x


I immersed myself in work, and forgot about school. OH NO! Need to wake up already.


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Wednesday, January 26, 2011

can't match

can't match can't match, i can't match,
this whole lot of nonsense, i can't match.


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Tuesday, January 18, 2011

I'm different because I'm special.

Live like myself, and that's the best I can be.

I'm different because I'm special :)

Live love laugh

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Sunday, January 16, 2011

Have you ever felt this way?

Caution.This is gonna be a sad post.



I have gotta rant this out because this has been bothering me for quite some time.
Have you ever love a friend, only to realise much later that he/she doesn't love you back as much?
In this case, Love=Friendship .

Some time back, I thought that you have left me for good, because although we had a lot of good memories together, we are essentially different. I was the one who chose a different environment from you, fearing that i may lose you, in front of me. I don't want to be seen as a shadow, and I want to be happy to be me. I want to be me. Nevertheless, I wanted to stay in contact with you. Maybe time was a big concern back then. And we drifted away. I tried, more than once to pull you nearer to me, but it all failed. And then, after I have decided to give up, miraculously, as if my prayers were answered, you came back. And, I believed in you. Believe that you would never ever do what you have did to me before, again.





And then you did.


I'm probably the one who's getting over-sensitive this time.
And so, I hope I'll just wake up next morning feeling stupid that I have felt the way I feel.

Yes, cheers to a better day. :D


to all this small blog's readers out there, i would very much prefer you not to guess who's the person.

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Saturday, January 1, 2011

Amazing 2010

Year 2010 has been an amazing year.
It started off with a blast with my very first overseas trip organized by friends to genting. No doubt it was a short trip, it has been nice travelling with friends. :) then it was an surprise celebration that I have co-organized with a friend. He went quite high during that celebration too. Lol.
And it was ORD! It shouldn't have sound like it has anything to do with me, but it was! It was as though I went through it okay. Though it didn't experienced it physically, I experienced it mentally and emotionally. It was a tough one year and ten months with nonsense and a great deal of getting used to, especially the restricted amount of time we have everyday and the gloomy Sunday nights, both for you and me. I'm so glad that we have got over it.
Then the next big thing was the first cny that I have came across before, that falls on 14feb, otherwise known as vday.
Then it was one of my best friends birthday in march. Though it was only a simple steamboat dinner, I'm so happy for her. And then there were another two close friends' celebration and I'm so happy for them too because they had also enjoyed the celebrations. Then came April where I broke down with the stress of work, projects and exams. I had almost wanted to call off my birthday party because I had too much to handle. I'm fortunate to have sm helped me with the logistic and I only had to care about my guest list and to make some decisions.
Then came end of April where my mugging time increased as I had taken leave from my work.
May was a blast with my party (=^_^=) and some celebrations and catch up. May and June was fun because it was school holidays(yup, I continued working at the same time, all the while). I should pause here to say there I sincerely enjoyed all the birthday parties that I have attended and I'm so happy for my friends who have had their party and at a great time.
And so I continued to attend parties and in July, it was to uss. So pretty! Although I was terrified by that small mummy rollarcoaster, I'm glad that I have tried! It sure has been a scary experience but also an amazing one because I'm proud of myself that I have gone through it. No regrets :)
In aug, it was sm's turn. I know I wasn't much of a help to the party, both for the organizing and for the actual day but I'm glad that everything has turned out well for him :) it was a headache when it comes to buying presents but luckily, I had a idea and he had a new need, hostel. Lol.
I have attended another surprise birthday party for another bestie and I saw how loving they are and I am truly happy for her. Then, I realized whatone could enjoy, if you have money. That is not in my own spending range. Different background. It's cool anyway.
Next came was end of sept. It was our fourth anniversary and we had only simple dinner but it was simply nice. And we made our rings (again ;))
In oct, I went to a memorable birthday celebration. It wasn't at any grand place, it was in front of a shop at a housing estate. They had everything necessary for party and it sure was the wild-est party I have ever attended. Then, I understood what they mean by that a family shapes how a child (or rather, a person's) character.
Oct was another crazy stress-filled month as I juggled with my job and studies, and this time, I fared badly. Phew. I don't know how I'm going to get through this another two times but I will, I believe :) . Alright, back to my main idea, nov and dec was enjoy and "let's go out days" after work. I hope I have done enough of encouraging you and had motivated you enough, you-know-who. I'm pretty dumb when it comes to encouraging you =/
anyway, I co-made a banner for a best friend. We were so proud of our self-painted banner. Lol.
Dec was filled with fun and I had an eye-opener when I went to stayover at mbs hotel ^^ the sky pool is simply awesome! The best pool that I have ever seen and swam in.
Christmas period was stayover and catch up with friends. Had the "wettest BBQ" and fun!
New year eve was all sort of impromptu decisions, and everything fall in nicely in the end, our first countdown together.


I'm contented with such an amazing 2010 :)


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