I find it kind of sad not to have big extended family reunion dinner this year, and probably not going to have it in the future too. To be honest, I don't want to interfer nor meddle in the "adult's problem" but I do care about keeping in touch with my younger cousins. I watched my cousins grow up, yet I don't have the chance to know them more other than during the annual reunion dinner we have. I have no idea what to do about this yet. humph.
Well, maybe I should be glad that at least we spent our 初一 together. It's amazing to see my cousins grow up, so tall now! And some of them have break their voice, wahahahaha. How good it will be if we could all be close. I envy those family with close bonds. This makes me think of having a large family myself when I grow up. lol. Crazy thought with the increase in the standard of living now.
And after this chinese new year, I have got to put my attention back to my work and studies! Have slacked enough and it is time to catch up. Can't afford to do last min work again for school because I always have ot randomly. :( on a side note, someone quite random told me something, which kind of inspired me:
me: but studying and working is very difficult.
mh (my friend): 可是你是佳榆 leh.
It hit me. yes, if I haven't fallen after so many years, I wouldn't be defeated by this.
I just gotta be strong.
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