Wednesday, April 6, 2011

What are words, if they don't mean it.



My latest laptop wallpaper. needed a pat on my shoulder. needed to remind myself that i can be strong. needed some many more encouragements that i have no idea who much is enough. but this simple wallpaper is enough, for now. i can, i believe.

it's difficult to hide my feelings, and i have kept them hiden for a very long time now. there's no way i can solve it. i can only just let u be. but there are also times that i feel tired, that i feel alone as the minority. the outcast. meifutongxiangyounantongdang. i feared that one day i will say something wrong, something irreversible. and i know it's in me that i do not know how to phrase my words properly. thus i chose not to say anything, and just let u be. i shall preserve.
why did u say things when u cant do it. that cold words hit me. so do u mean u lied or that circumstances has changed, over this short period of time? it's okay. i'll be okay, and strong.

未你

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