My personal view on facebook

Facebook is an entertainment, not a way of life.

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My sunflower affair.

<3 my sunflower affair.

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To express myself.

I find it diffcult to suppress my thoughts. But I need to. I'm not able, and not supposed to correct some people. For example, I can't possibly tell my clients off for what I disagree with (for their family affairs). And to my elders, I shouldn't correct them. And definitely not to people who doesn't listen. And so I grumble. But it isn't healthy to grumble too much. Yet, if I don't grumble, I feel like there's something in me, like a balloon growing.


And so, I came to enjoy reading blogs where blogger expresses himself/herself, to a certain exent, freely. I find it funny the way they scold the others, and silly sometimes because it is really over such a small stuff that he/she is having a huge fuss over.


And so, I'm still learning, learning to express myself in a positive way, to express my views but at the same time not offend anyone. I'm sorry if I'm not good with words. I meant and mean well. :)


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How nice it will be if your cousin is also your best friend.

I had lunch with a familiar face today, my cousin. I have no idea why I'm not at all angry when he had forgotten our lunch meet-up. I'm just glad that at least when he realised it, he came to watch me eat, although there was only half an hour left. This cousin of mine, I watched him grow up, and he is so tall now, messy hair though, lol. I call this pre-army syndrome: a want to keep your hair as long as possible before you go botak at tekong. =P

No, I'm not really close to this cousin of mine, or rather, I am not really very close to any of my cousins. :( How I wish I am! In my opinion, it is nice to have big families with close bonds. It's not easy though, almost 家家有本难念的经  .


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Chinese new year 2011

I find it kind of sad not to have big extended family reunion dinner this year, and probably not going to have it in the future too. To be honest, I don't want to interfer nor meddle in the "adult's problem" but I do care about keeping in touch with my younger cousins. I watched my cousins grow up, yet I don't have the chance to know them more other than during the annual reunion dinner we have. I have no idea what to do about this yet. humph.

Well, maybe I should be glad that at least we spent our 初一 together. It's amazing to see my cousins grow up, so tall now! And some of them have break their voice, wahahahaha. How good it will be if we could all be close. I envy those family with close bonds. This makes me think of having a large family myself when I grow up. lol. Crazy thought with the increase in the standard of living now.

And after this chinese new year, I have got to put my attention back to my work and studies! Have slacked enough and it is time to catch up. Can't afford to do last min work again for school because I always have ot randomly. :( on a side note, someone quite random told me something, which kind of inspired me:
me: but studying and working is very difficult.
mh (my friend): 可是你是佳榆 leh.
It hit me. yes, if I haven't fallen after so many years, I wouldn't be defeated by this.

I just gotta be strong.

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声音，噪音，杂音

这是我在＂某＂个地方的感受。
恨不得自己能躲在一个洞，能远离那吵闹的环境。
不去听不管自己的事情，以免在不知情时，被卷入他人的纠纷里。
有些人会大声嚷嚷，也有小孩子会在旁吵着要＂mummy＂引起他妈妈的注意（也是引起他妈妈的烦躁情绪）。
就算这些人不在，我也得小心，因为伴君如伴虎，我不知道几时会说错话，或有没有三姑六婆会把白的讲成黑的，或是断章取义。
因为在那，那些说自己很随便的其实是最看不开的。
但是，我在那里也学到了不少，最少我看到了种种不一样的人。有的值得我学习，有的值得我了解了不要犯同样的错误。

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To change for the better, 2011

1) Abide by the rule of punctuality

2) Be more sensitive towards others, in terms my actions

3) To be strong and withstand the nonsense that life offers me

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