I had an awesome weekend, re-charged for the week. It was just doing simple things, including meet-up with study fellows in jc, going to botanic garden, sushi dinner, and stay home sunday. It is nice just like this. :)
Thanks for doing all the crazy actions with me.
I finally have got a proper jump shot photo! yay! :D
未你
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
It doesn't feel like May.
With May almost over, it really doesn't feel like May. Mayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Maybe I'll wake up feeling better. :)
Do you think that it's not important or do you think i wouldn't mind?
Still, work is the main source of unhappiness. And the problem is with me, not the work, not my life, not anything else. I have been having a very bad temper lately. this is not good.
I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me.
未你
Maybe I'll wake up feeling better. :)
Do you think that it's not important or do you think i wouldn't mind?
Still, work is the main source of unhappiness. And the problem is with me, not the work, not my life, not anything else. I have been having a very bad temper lately. this is not good.
I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me.
未你
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Need to love myself more.
And so, another five months (almost) has passed. I shall sum up my thoughts.
It's yet another crappiest semester ever. This time, its not about study and work; it's about work and projects. These are projects that have deprived me of my energy. I am hopeless when it comes to individual projects, because I often forget to check on the requirements properly. I also often have problems understanding what the question requires and researching on the relevant materials. And no, I still feel like the outlier, the odd one, and this feeling certainly did not help me. After a long day at work, especially at the sse-place, I feel so drained. And I have bad time management, I spent my precious time on meaningless activities and thats something I ought to change. I kept feeling all the negative feelings, towards school, work and people around me. And then I finally realised its me that should change. I should change my attitude and things will be fine.
AHH. One more sem to go before I graduate. I have mixed feelings towards graduation. Graduating means I'll have to:
1) Decide on my route
2) Provide for my own expenses and contribute more to household
3) Grow up
I am clueless sometimes, on how I should behave. I'm not used to office politics, back-stabbers, people who do not practise what they preach. On a side-note, I hate spoilt brats. They should be locked up until they know how to behave. lol. Fine, this is too extreme, but I enjoy the very thought of not needing to put up with them.
BF (best friends) are awesome. :)
1) I am glad to have discoved the telepathy between friends. Well, maybe it isn't exactly telepathy, it's sensitivity. Friends who will clarify any unhappiness, and are concerned with another's feelings. I was hurt initially because of some actions of this bf of mine. I was typing a very long sms to him and was pondering whether or not to send it out because I think that friends should really understand each other and not pick on each others weaknesses, especially when it comes to setting our own priorities. Before I could decide, he called. We talked about it and I felt much better after that. And then I was reminded of why he is my best friend despite us not being able to meet often, because he's a very nice friend.
2) I feel so pampered by the pink package and card. And when I asked why she treats me her bestie, she gave me reasons. Silly me, yes, but I am glad I asked. hahahahahahaha. :)
I had a k-singing session and we sang our hearts out. Enjoyed it. Singing songs makes one happy! Thankful for the treat and the meal that I would otherwise have not tried. :)
AND I JUST HEARD A NEWS that i shouldn't spread but i'm so happy for I-know-who. A group of us had a "htht" (which should be named a gossip session rather) but i'm so so so irritated that it kept side-tracked with so little conversed. argh. Anyway, (the only "moral of the story" I was reminded of was) when I commented about a friend's 9-months relationship being in honeymoon stage, he said no, it's in comfortable stage. That's the word alright. Comfortable. Sm and I still have disagreements (more than I think we should have. lol.) but yes, I feel comfortable with him. bleh. I dont know what the future holds though, but I really hope we'll last forever.
Next up, meet-ups and some time for myself. :) I think I had a very long shower today (eh. maybe 45mins or one hour?) and felt refreshed. I. need. to. love. myself. more.
Long week ahead and fight fight fight. This monday and friday are gonna be the worst.
未你
It's yet another crappiest semester ever. This time, its not about study and work; it's about work and projects. These are projects that have deprived me of my energy. I am hopeless when it comes to individual projects, because I often forget to check on the requirements properly. I also often have problems understanding what the question requires and researching on the relevant materials. And no, I still feel like the outlier, the odd one, and this feeling certainly did not help me. After a long day at work, especially at the sse-place, I feel so drained. And I have bad time management, I spent my precious time on meaningless activities and thats something I ought to change. I kept feeling all the negative feelings, towards school, work and people around me. And then I finally realised its me that should change. I should change my attitude and things will be fine.
AHH. One more sem to go before I graduate. I have mixed feelings towards graduation. Graduating means I'll have to:
1) Decide on my route
2) Provide for my own expenses and contribute more to household
3) Grow up
I am clueless sometimes, on how I should behave. I'm not used to office politics, back-stabbers, people who do not practise what they preach. On a side-note, I hate spoilt brats. They should be locked up until they know how to behave. lol. Fine, this is too extreme, but I enjoy the very thought of not needing to put up with them.
BF (best friends) are awesome. :)
1) I am glad to have discoved the telepathy between friends. Well, maybe it isn't exactly telepathy, it's sensitivity. Friends who will clarify any unhappiness, and are concerned with another's feelings. I was hurt initially because of some actions of this bf of mine. I was typing a very long sms to him and was pondering whether or not to send it out because I think that friends should really understand each other and not pick on each others weaknesses, especially when it comes to setting our own priorities. Before I could decide, he called. We talked about it and I felt much better after that. And then I was reminded of why he is my best friend despite us not being able to meet often, because he's a very nice friend.
2) I feel so pampered by the pink package and card. And when I asked why she treats me her bestie, she gave me reasons. Silly me, yes, but I am glad I asked. hahahahahahaha. :)
I had a k-singing session and we sang our hearts out. Enjoyed it. Singing songs makes one happy! Thankful for the treat and the meal that I would otherwise have not tried. :)
AND I JUST HEARD A NEWS that i shouldn't spread but i'm so happy for I-know-who. A group of us had a "htht" (which should be named a gossip session rather) but i'm so so so irritated that it kept side-tracked with so little conversed. argh. Anyway, (the only "moral of the story" I was reminded of was) when I commented about a friend's 9-months relationship being in honeymoon stage, he said no, it's in comfortable stage. That's the word alright. Comfortable. Sm and I still have disagreements (more than I think we should have. lol.) but yes, I feel comfortable with him. bleh. I dont know what the future holds though, but I really hope we'll last forever.
Next up, meet-ups and some time for myself. :) I think I had a very long shower today (eh. maybe 45mins or one hour?) and felt refreshed. I. need. to. love. myself. more.
Long week ahead and fight fight fight. This monday and friday are gonna be the worst.
未你
Friday, May 20, 2011
Live with it.
Heard this mind-boggling phrase from k today. Live with it.
Gosh. I need to do some thinking on this. stay or leave.
未你
Gosh. I need to do some thinking on this. stay or leave.
未你
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Friday, May 6, 2011
好喜欢这种读书的感觉
Although I know I have not made significantly more progress than what I normally study, I am really happy about these two days. It was a simple routine of study, eat, study, eat, study, sleep. I can be able to temporary escape from my workload and all the nonsense office politics. I wont feel left out. And in fact I was very entertained. It's that comfortable feeling you get with your friends. I dont need to think so much, other than studying, eating and sleeping. okay, added with maybe some short naps in between. heh. and blog reading. hahaha. xx's blog really kept me entertained.
Guys, are simple yet complicated.
They are generally nicer than girls (yeah, me included. i think i'm evil), and also towards girls.
But I dont understand some guys sometimes though, especially when they keep things to themselves.
I dont have the feeling of regret. It is more like a feeling of pity, that i'm not in local university. On the other hand, I know I have learnt so much more and kind of by chance, studied something I like (yeah, i like to study accounting but i dont really enjoy the work. maybe because i am still unclear about so many things. rarr. and esp when things are so messed up).
How I wish days like this never end. :)
Surprisingly, I saw my tkd senior who is in uol program there! Everyone (okay, other than the nus people) is in their exam period. It is damn scary when you see library at 9am almost full. I had to crawl out of bed and I wonder if they do that too. okay, on second thought, i think i'm the lazy one. Everybody else probably waits at the library entrance and dashes in as soon as they can. eh. It opens at 8.30am if i'm not mistaken.
And okay, I had some self-evaluation and concluded that my thoughts were of a spoilt brat. I am glad i still have youuuuuuuuu. Sorry for throwing a tamtrum. And I thank whoever is up there to give me my friends. I'm really fortunate to have the friends I have. Sm included. :)
Yay! And so I have an evening before I start my work on tues. weeeee~ a date with gf.
未你
Guys, are simple yet complicated.
They are generally nicer than girls (yeah, me included. i think i'm evil), and also towards girls.
But I dont understand some guys sometimes though, especially when they keep things to themselves.
I dont have the feeling of regret. It is more like a feeling of pity, that i'm not in local university. On the other hand, I know I have learnt so much more and kind of by chance, studied something I like (yeah, i like to study accounting but i dont really enjoy the work. maybe because i am still unclear about so many things. rarr. and esp when things are so messed up).
How I wish days like this never end. :)
Surprisingly, I saw my tkd senior who is in uol program there! Everyone (okay, other than the nus people) is in their exam period. It is damn scary when you see library at 9am almost full. I had to crawl out of bed and I wonder if they do that too. okay, on second thought, i think i'm the lazy one. Everybody else probably waits at the library entrance and dashes in as soon as they can. eh. It opens at 8.30am if i'm not mistaken.
And okay, I had some self-evaluation and concluded that my thoughts were of a spoilt brat. I am glad i still have youuuuuuuuu. Sorry for throwing a tamtrum. And I thank whoever is up there to give me my friends. I'm really fortunate to have the friends I have. Sm included. :)
Yay! And so I have an evening before I start my work on tues. weeeee~ a date with gf.
未你
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Miss the mugging times. 想念与错过。
Disappointed.
Ok. Shall catch up on my mugging.
On a side note, I really miss being a full time student. It felt like I have been a student for the whole of my life, and never been working. Haa. I have been dreaming I think :)
未你
Ok. Shall catch up on my mugging.
On a side note, I really miss being a full time student. It felt like I have been a student for the whole of my life, and never been working. Haa. I have been dreaming I think :)
未你
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Positive motivation!
OMG. I just realized all my blog entries are so negative. Cannot be so negative! Shall look forward to all the meet ups with friends and presents. Wahahaha! :) and hopefully, a short getaway :) so now, focus. Haa. :)
I'm POSITIVE FISH ^.^v
Love mum-cooked food.
未你
I'm POSITIVE FISH ^.^v
Love mum-cooked food.
未你
Tmdwtf.
Okay, it just so happened that the letters of something that I am supposed to memorize make up to the title mentioned. And yes, my feelings exactly. I felt rotten feelings in the evening yesterday for no good reason, and my mind had to generate some distractions, leading to my mood swing since yesterday.
Sore throat and cough came. Not particular bad though, fortunately, just had to keep drinking water.
And I realized how cruel life can be. Everyone (me included) being fake, untrue and hiding what we think, in order to build and maintain relationships.
I have a craving for frog porridge. Ahhhhhhhhh.
And sushi.
And soy beancurd.
我想躺在绿色的草原上，
或沙滩上，
眼看着云朵飘过，
风吹着树叶，
多好啊。
Thank you for tolerating all my nonsense, thank you. :) get well soon to both of us.
未你
Sore throat and cough came. Not particular bad though, fortunately, just had to keep drinking water.
And I realized how cruel life can be. Everyone (me included) being fake, untrue and hiding what we think, in order to build and maintain relationships.
I have a craving for frog porridge. Ahhhhhhhhh.
And sushi.
And soy beancurd.
我想躺在绿色的草原上，
或沙滩上，
眼看着云朵飘过，
风吹着树叶，
多好啊。
Thank you for tolerating all my nonsense, thank you. :) get well soon to both of us.
未你
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