Been feeling very down these few days because of friends, family, work. It's not a good start, I told myself. How am I going to go through this?
I had a talk with uncle k tonight. It has been really long since we last talked. I wasn't sure if he was free to talk or wished to talk but I really did miss talking to this friend. So I rattled on. I'm glad I did. He's one of the best people to talk with.
Life's just like that, no time to think too much, no time to consider so much. I have to be more decisive and hold on to my point on whatever I want.
I may not have a large group of friends but I'm contented with what I have. I do not live in a big house but I have a comfortable roof over my head. I shouldn't be too hard on myself, to try to make the others happy but upset myself at the same time. I'm always afraid of saying something wrong to another person, always afraid of making someone upset/angry/annoyed at me. I should just be me. H mentioned this to me before too. I just got to be me.
Another skill I have to learn is to filter.
I'm touched.
Touched by what I have.
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