Like for me, not having a grade good enough for my ideal course in local uni was one of the worst things that have ever happened. And I think, as someone who grew up in s'pore, I am not used to failure(s). The feeling lasted a few years. Even now that I think of it, I will still feel that feeling that pinch my heart.
I read something that goes like this:
Whatever that happened, could only have happened that way.Fate. And what we could hold on to is our future.
Enough of crying over spilled milk, I still have so many more years of my life to go.
Enough of grumbling because it is me who didn't get good grades.
What I could change is my future.
And i'll make a happy one.
Thats what important right.
So to you who's having this feeling, I hope you will pull yourself together and live life happily. :)
A separate issue:
What strike me to say all that was because I felt that I was blamed for everything.
And I was threatened that if I don't *, I would be ignored.
Thats not the way to do things right?
Yes, I do not deny that I have some responsibility to the whole thing. I was indecisive in making decisions. But in the end, we had a plan right. I was not the one who pang seh to go to tw with someone else, I was not the one who had something else to attend to instead of the meet up, I was not the one who suggested for somewhere else but later backed out. Yes I know, it was supposed to be more of our trip and not hers, but then, it was really the changes that changed my decision.
I don't want us to be unhappy, and I do have some responsibility to this. Whatever thats my fault, i apologise.
Like I have said, the circumstances are against us this time.
And I hope there will be another chance to travel with you.
I hope we will be happy.
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