Friday, December 28, 2012
I love Christmas, parties and stayover
We had a company christmas event last week, named "The A mazing M an" which turned out to be fun. We had to travel to different places to complete mission while we safeguard tags pasted on our bag. Nice to have some games with colleagues who I would otherwise have not spoken to at all. The christmas celebration with colleagues the following day followed by singing session was fun too. Chill a little and get to know them more.
December is the month when one group of my friends plan a yearly get-together stayover. This year's planning became a little bit more drama. anyway, we had a one night hotel stay and it was fun. Nua in the bed after i reached, girls gossip a little, had dinner "delivery" of my fav fast food chain, kindly bought a friend, followed by HTHT. And then there was logcake, cheers to christmas and not to forget card games. ended the night in the comfort of the bed (while some kind souls gave up the bed for the floor so that others could enjoy) and woke up feeling very happy. we have a group polaroid photo finally! it was funny to watch guys dao pao each other (not violent at all). No BBQ this year but it was really fun. and we went to sing after we check out. i hope this group will continue to be happy like this :) Merry Christmas. :)
If only Christmas happens every month.
未你
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Favorite month of the year
I like to imagine that I am experiencing winter (yes I know, singapore's weather is far from that), and Christmas is coming!
Anyway, I attended another wedding this month. Eleven years together. That's a very long time. And I'm listening to the song "最重要的决定". It takes a lot of courage to say "I do", and to want to spend the rest of your lifetime with another person. (Side-track: I wish not to wash the dishes next time because I hate it, kthxbye.) I don't think I can ever find another person to be able to stand all my nonsense, thank you for being so nice :)
Okay my thread of thoughts is not going too logical right now. Argh less than 8hrs of sleep, going to sleep, good night all! :) hope life will continue to be good and may I get better at memorizing and pronouncing names!!
"because being awesome needs a lot of effort"
Anyway, I attended another wedding this month. Eleven years together. That's a very long time. And I'm listening to the song "最重要的决定". It takes a lot of courage to say "I do", and to want to spend the rest of your lifetime with another person. (Side-track: I wish not to wash the dishes next time because I hate it, kthxbye.) I don't think I can ever find another person to be able to stand all my nonsense, thank you for being so nice :)
Okay my thread of thoughts is not going too logical right now. Argh less than 8hrs of sleep, going to sleep, good night all! :) hope life will continue to be good and may I get better at memorizing and pronouncing names!!
"because being awesome needs a lot of effort"
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Summing up my 2012
It has been an eventful year, mainly because of graduation ceremony, graduation photo taking, and overseas trips! I went to tw with friends at the beginning of this year and bkk in nov with my family. Oh yes, and I passed my driving test in july.
It has been a great year for me to try out driving, travelling and loving life.
Hope everything goes well next year! :)
Stay strong. Live. Love. Laugh.
未你
It has been a great year for me to try out driving, travelling and loving life.
Hope everything goes well next year! :)
Stay strong. Live. Love. Laugh.
未你
Monday, November 19, 2012
Bkk trip in point form
Day 1
Touched down, late dinner/supper at Chinatown
Day 2
Temple
Chatuchak market
Dinner at Platinum Mall (Yummy pretty tiny dessert)
Day 3
Floating market (boat ride) (Yummy mango sticky rice)
Temple (Nice view from the top)
Chinatown for supper (Yummy fish maw soup and bird nest soup)
Night (real) wholesale market down Chinatown (Crazy experience being chased out of the shop for the first time in my life) (and eh, no, not because I bargained for price but because I didn't understand that there was a minimum number of purchase required!)
Day 4
Rest (stayed in the hotel with my cousin to keep my aunt who was sick company)
Platinum Mall (fish maw soup for dinner (again))
Siam Paragon (Phat Thai and yummy Pineapple Rice for supper)
Day 5
Lunch at Siam Paragon (Tom Yum noodle)
Super Last minute 1 hour shopping
Airport
My memory of bkk is shop, eat, walk. little photos. interesting experience.
see the world and realise how small i am.
and be grateful for what I have and who I am. :)
未你
Touched down, late dinner/supper at Chinatown
Day 2
Temple
Chatuchak market
Dinner at Platinum Mall (Yummy pretty tiny dessert)
Day 3
Floating market (boat ride) (Yummy mango sticky rice)
Temple (Nice view from the top)
Chinatown for supper (Yummy fish maw soup and bird nest soup)
Night (real) wholesale market down Chinatown (Crazy experience being chased out of the shop for the first time in my life) (and eh, no, not because I bargained for price but because I didn't understand that there was a minimum number of purchase required!)
Day 4
Rest (stayed in the hotel with my cousin to keep my aunt who was sick company)
Platinum Mall (fish maw soup for dinner (again))
Siam Paragon (Phat Thai and yummy Pineapple Rice for supper)
Day 5
Lunch at Siam Paragon (Tom Yum noodle)
Super Last minute 1 hour shopping
Airport
My memory of bkk is shop, eat, walk. little photos. interesting experience.
see the world and realise how small i am.
and be grateful for what I have and who I am. :)
未你
Thursday, October 25, 2012
Prayers answered
I'm starting to feel stressed already. :(
Looking forward to the trip with family :)
Thank you for giving me encouragements when I need them; for believing in me and making me believe in myself :')
Okay, I should do a proper update. I'm done with my paper and let's wait and see how I fare. Tried my best. And I should change my bad habit of taking my own sweet time during exam to do the questions. I'm amused that there's mineral water in the exam hall for candidates, though I didn't take any. I'm gonna have a very happening long weekend. Pray to my grandma, sushi, (maybe) camping, singing, tennis, and gonna go back office for one day to do data entry.
In a blink of an eye, it has been three years. I hope you are in a better place now. :)
未你
Sunday, October 14, 2012
I can't stand having depressing post!
Having depressing sounding post will only remind me of the sad things that happened and put my sad emotions on repeat-mode. I'll say no. :)
So here goes, I have just finished our almost weekly tennis session and feeling happy that somehow we got together and I can exercise regularly! I'm a noob in it. Looking forward to improving! I love how it is funny and I can laugh at all the funny incidents during tennis. All the random stupid stuffs. And I will laugh in a very unglam manner (sorry but this is me. lol.).
C pa exams in about ten days and I'm still blur. Buck up buck up! Try my best lo.
Job search, argh........ I'm. still. looking. I feel like a stupid idiot who isforever looking for job. Maybe I'll go pray in the temple after my exams for some directions.
Looking forward to nov and dec! Fav month dec when I can meet up with all my friends! and chalet to come (hope the person booking will book in time!) ! :)
未你
So here goes, I have just finished our almost weekly tennis session and feeling happy that somehow we got together and I can exercise regularly! I'm a noob in it. Looking forward to improving! I love how it is funny and I can laugh at all the funny incidents during tennis. All the random stupid stuffs. And I will laugh in a very unglam manner (sorry but this is me. lol.).
C pa exams in about ten days and I'm still blur. Buck up buck up! Try my best lo.
Job search, argh........ I'm. still. looking. I feel like a stupid idiot who is
Looking forward to nov and dec! Fav month dec when I can meet up with all my friends! and chalet to come (hope the person booking will book in time!) ! :)
未你
Thursday, October 11, 2012
The sad truth
We learn to be more selfish as we grow older, don't we all do?
Learn to protect ourselves in this vicious city jungle, to draw a clear line between you and me. Recent experience of juggling duties of a colleague while she goes on leave reminded me of this complicated world I am in. Thin lines between gossip, back-stabbing and just expressing our views. Ironic when A tells B something, reminding him not to tell D, but B passes it on to C who in turn passes the message on to D. Too bad for A. You have trusted the wrong guy.
Maybe this is the reason why it gets more difficult to make friends while we grow older. Sad right? Not to mention we get more opinionated as we grow older. The "I'm right and You're wrong" mentality. How many of us could truly be confident and at the same time receptive about the ideas of others? I'm learning to be one.
Still looking for a suitable job. Maybe I'm too choosy.
Good luck, please come to me *pray*
未你
Learn to protect ourselves in this vicious city jungle, to draw a clear line between you and me. Recent experience of juggling duties of a colleague while she goes on leave reminded me of this complicated world I am in. Thin lines between gossip, back-stabbing and just expressing our views. Ironic when A tells B something, reminding him not to tell D, but B passes it on to C who in turn passes the message on to D. Too bad for A. You have trusted the wrong guy.
Maybe this is the reason why it gets more difficult to make friends while we grow older. Sad right? Not to mention we get more opinionated as we grow older. The "I'm right and You're wrong" mentality. How many of us could truly be confident and at the same time receptive about the ideas of others? I'm learning to be one.
Still looking for a suitable job. Maybe I'm too choosy.
Good luck, please come to me *pray*
未你
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
The Power; Love
It was my first time attending a wedding meal, and whats more, it was in Malaysia. It felt nice to give blessings to the young couple and see the pretty wedding photos! It is a promise of a lifetime and I hope everything will go well for this newlywed.
Disagreements and quarrels are inevitable in a relationship. What's important is the commitment to hold on to each other no matter what, and to give and take in a relationship. Happy anniversary to us. It felt like everything just happened yesterday; how we got to know each other, how we went through the JC days, NS days, my university days, my working life, your university days. I know I may have been a little too hot-tempered at times and you have got your weakness too but we shall get through everything together alright? I'll work on my listening skills and you should work on your communication skills. lol. Tough journey ahead but I'm glad to have you with me on this journey.
Decisions decisions decisions. I need to decide what kind of job I want next. Remuneration, work scope, prospects, work-life balance, etc. Is there such thing as an ideal job? I guess everyone just need to make the best out of things. I need a bigger brain. ooooooops.
Happy Children's Day! Stay young at heart and never ever let life brings you down. <3
未你
Disagreements and quarrels are inevitable in a relationship. What's important is the commitment to hold on to each other no matter what, and to give and take in a relationship. Happy anniversary to us. It felt like everything just happened yesterday; how we got to know each other, how we went through the JC days, NS days, my university days, my working life, your university days. I know I may have been a little too hot-tempered at times and you have got your weakness too but we shall get through everything together alright? I'll work on my listening skills and you should work on your communication skills. lol. Tough journey ahead but I'm glad to have you with me on this journey.
Decisions decisions decisions. I need to decide what kind of job I want next. Remuneration, work scope, prospects, work-life balance, etc. Is there such thing as an ideal job? I guess everyone just need to make the best out of things. I need a bigger brain. ooooooops.
Happy Children's Day! Stay young at heart and never ever let life brings you down. <3
未你
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Where's my shore?
I dreamt of attending driving lesson, as if it is May 2012 now and I am still in the oh-I-can-slack mode. Then I woke up and realise that I have not accomplished much these few months.
One of the times I feel uneasy about my present.
Time flies, didn't it?
未你
One of the times I feel uneasy about my present.
Time flies, didn't it?
未你
Sunday, September 2, 2012
Another new Beginning
Finally, after three photo taking sessions and graduation ceremony, it struck slow me that I have graduated. No more report and presentation woes in school. No more milk tea during break time for lessons. No more rushing to class after work. Oh well but I'm still studying so yes to more mugging days ahead!
It has not been easy adapting these three and a half years. What a great relief that I have finally completed this.
To friends who struck with me these few years, I'm sure you have heard enough of my grumbles. Thank you for going through this with me. Thank you for tolerating my occasional weirdness and outburst of frustration.
And to you my bf, thanks for always encouraging me and assuring me that it's okay for me to be me.
My very prettyand expensive bear! ^^
Unfortunately, I still have no idea where I'm heading to now.
Gonna need some luck and directions!
未你
It has not been easy adapting these three and a half years. What a great relief that I have finally completed this.
To friends who struck with me these few years, I'm sure you have heard enough of my grumbles. Thank you for going through this with me. Thank you for tolerating my occasional weirdness and outburst of frustration.
And to you my bf, thanks for always encouraging me and assuring me that it's okay for me to be me.
My very pretty
Unfortunately, I still have no idea where I'm heading to now.
Gonna need some luck and directions!
未你
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Dream a little dream
And then again, I am feeling low about not getting any answers, While I was hoping for some guidance somehow, from someone up there, I dreamt of going back to school for teachers' day. I met my teacher and somehow seeing him replenished my hope for life.
Thanks.
未你
Thanks.
未你
Monday, August 27, 2012
No matter what
To have seen how some others handled their relationships and still be steadfast in my view for my loved ones, no matter what.
未你
未你
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Thank you July
Thank you July for this memory of me passing my driving test.
And showing me the possibility of things.
And reminding me how important it is to maintain a relationship to keep it going.
And how there are still nice people in this world.
And I'm (finally) gonna graduate officially in my graduation ceremony in Aug! :)
未你
And showing me the possibility of things.
And reminding me how important it is to maintain a relationship to keep it going.
And how there are still nice people in this world.
And I'm (finally) gonna graduate officially in my graduation ceremony in Aug! :)
未你
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Stay or go
Hello world!
I don't know what's there for me out there. What I know is that I have decisions to make.
The next step.
未你
I don't know what's there for me out there. What I know is that I have decisions to make.
The next step.
未你
Monday, July 23, 2012
Living in joy
I still can't really come to terms with the fact that I passed. I'm lucky to be in the group I'm in, to have managed to book that particular test session with that tester and had a regular instructor as my warm-up instructor. Almost everything that I went through in the warm-up session came up. I wake up on some days wondering if I really did pass.
However when I realised that I won't be able to drive for some time I kind of feel sad. Eww.. :(
Next stage in life but really grateful for everything! I'll remember Teachers' Day! :)
未你
However when I realised that I won't be able to drive for some time I kind of feel sad. Eww.. :(
Next stage in life but really grateful for everything! I'll remember Teachers' Day! :)
未你
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
A happy ending
I have so much to say about driving but thought perhaps I should write them in my diary.
Just, awesome.
Thankful for all the effort especially for the last session and the warm up session. :')
未你
Just, awesome.
Thankful for all the effort especially for the last session and the warm up session. :')
未你
Sunday, July 15, 2012
Awesomest instructor
It had been a good drive today. I hope that this will be my last session of practice and the awesomest instructor actually took the effort to exchange with another instructor to go through with me my last session!
It goes like this: I am supposed to get a reminder in the morning to remind me about the session that I booked for the day and after I checked, I know it is not 77 so (ARGH) it will be another instructor. I waved to this awesome instructor at the waiting area (I'm always friendly to this and another instructor because they are also friendly to me!), thinking that he will pick up another student. However, he waved and told me to get nearer to the car, before telling me to get in. And he said he exchanged with the other instructor because this will be my last session. Okay to explain why, I would really prefer this instructor because he is humourous and he pinpoints the fatal mistake. Anyway, we did a revision of one round and I made two fatal mistakes and a couple of other mistakes. But it is okay because I would know the problem now and not make the same mistake again in my test (self-note: turn right into the right lane for number 3 and not turn together with another car side-by-side). And since this instructor is good friend with another instructor who I know is nice, I got to say a proper hi and bye to him while he was waiting for his student too. I also got to park in a drizzle, something I have always wondered about. A complete last session. Grateful for the effort from them. So nice right!
I'll be in the six and not the one!
未你
It goes like this: I am supposed to get a reminder in the morning to remind me about the session that I booked for the day and after I checked, I know it is not 77 so (ARGH) it will be another instructor. I waved to this awesome instructor at the waiting area (I'm always friendly to this and another instructor because they are also friendly to me!), thinking that he will pick up another student. However, he waved and told me to get nearer to the car, before telling me to get in. And he said he exchanged with the other instructor because this will be my last session. Okay to explain why, I would really prefer this instructor because he is humourous and he pinpoints the fatal mistake. Anyway, we did a revision of one round and I made two fatal mistakes and a couple of other mistakes. But it is okay because I would know the problem now and not make the same mistake again in my test (self-note: turn right into the right lane for number 3 and not turn together with another car side-by-side). And since this instructor is good friend with another instructor who I know is nice, I got to say a proper hi and bye to him while he was waiting for his student too. I also got to park in a drizzle, something I have always wondered about. A complete last session. Grateful for the effort from them. So nice right!
I'll be in the six and not the one!
未你
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Graduation (soon)
Browsing through the numerous graduation photos on my facebook news feed makes me wonder how will my graduation ceremony be like. Plain, I guess. Not that many friends I have made, but enough to survive, enough to be grateful about. Without them I would miss out the important notifications, reminders, etc. I didn't do very well for people management and my time management. I'm glad that somehow I ended up in a subject I like. Grateful much, for everyone who had been there when I needed you. Bitter sweet. :')
*Sudden change of emotions*
And yes I am still waiting for the email to inform us to rent/buy our graduation gown! And still looking for my white long sleeves shirt! (As you can see) excited much! :)
未你
*Sudden change of emotions*
And yes I am still waiting for the email to inform us to rent/buy our graduation gown! And still looking for my white long sleeves shirt! (As you can see) excited much! :)
未你
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Different perspectives
If we could all see from each other's perspective, there would be less conflict over mis-communication.
This sudden realisation calms me down from being an angry kid to a more logical (or so i think) me. But well, we will still need a lot of patience and understanding to accept each other's viewpoint, I guess. A long way to go. Friends, and our different characters.
Thanks for always being there to sort out my thread of thoughts no matter how bad my tantrum went.
未你
This sudden realisation calms me down from being an angry kid to a more logical (or so i think) me. But well, we will still need a lot of patience and understanding to accept each other's viewpoint, I guess. A long way to go. Friends, and our different characters.
Thanks for always being there to sort out my thread of thoughts no matter how bad my tantrum went.
未你
Thursday, June 21, 2012
MC x 2
Fever made me decided that I really needed a break. Took two days of MC and back to work tmr. Much to do tmr and then its sat and its driving (after so long!). Pretty excited! Something to keep me going for the week!
I need to pour my feelings into a book. lol. Looking for that book!
and a water bottle to replace my three-years-old water bottle which had kept me going at work and in school. That warm feeling it emits in chilling lecture rooms that almost seem as if they were set on freezing us to death.
未你
I need to pour my feelings into a book. lol. Looking for that book!
and a water bottle to replace my three-years-old water bottle which had kept me going at work and in school. That warm feeling it emits in chilling lecture rooms that almost seem as if they were set on freezing us to death.
未你
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Missing out that something
I'm still pretty much clueless as to what my career path will be. Searching for that opportunity. I guess most people who have just graduated pretty much face the same scenario.
I had a stay home weekend these two days- went to sm's house for the making of rice dumpling followed by Ticket to ride board game. swam and made pasta followed by a stay-at-home-and-sleep afternoon. Becoming a pig. lol.
Back to work tmr!
未你
I had a stay home weekend these two days- went to sm's house for the making of rice dumpling followed by Ticket to ride board game. swam and made pasta followed by a stay-at-home-and-sleep afternoon. Becoming a pig. lol.
Back to work tmr!
未你
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Would you be there?
I have just finished typing a very long fb msg to two friends to explain and apologise for my behaviour. I snapped at them. I am stressed about my life and I didn't take jokes well at that point in time they spoke and evil words came gushing out (in the form of messages) from me. They were angry and disappointed.
A million times I told myself I ought to be logical and reasonable and not be sensitive to tiny little things and this time the evil in me took over me and snapped.
And I recalled this song one of these friends send me before: "Would you be there?"
Will you forgive me no matter what I've said?
未你
A million times I told myself I ought to be logical and reasonable and not be sensitive to tiny little things and this time the evil in me took over me and snapped.
And I recalled this song one of these friends send me before: "Would you be there?"
Will you forgive me no matter what I've said?
未你
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Sun & Joy
Photo from last last weekend. Love cycling at ecp. Love the sun and the cloud.
It's time to explore the outdoors again! :)
Bare your sole next!
未你
Monday, May 14, 2012
Need
Because I'll need to learn to take things in my stride; To accept the reality.
And stare as long as sheep and cows:
No time to see, when woods we pass,
Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass:
No time to see, in broad daylight,
Streams full of stars, like skies at night:
No time to turn at Beauty's glance,
And watch her feet, how they can dance:
No time to wait till her mouth can
Enrich that smile her eyes began?
A poor life this if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.
未你
Leisure (W. H. Davies)
WHAT is this life if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare?—
No time to stand beneath the boughs,And stare as long as sheep and cows:
No time to see, when woods we pass,
Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass:
No time to see, in broad daylight,
Streams full of stars, like skies at night:
No time to turn at Beauty's glance,
And watch her feet, how they can dance:
No time to wait till her mouth can
Enrich that smile her eyes began?
A poor life this if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.
未你
Sunday, May 6, 2012
May day
It was three days of agony at work to realise what I was not be able to achieve. I felt disappointed with myself. And that I had over-estimated myself. Maybe its a good thing that I did not get into crazy work lifestyle in huge companies. But.. disappointment is the word.
Put that aside, I had three post-exams gathering since labour day. Girls singing out (crazily) had never felt so good. Singing is the expression of the soul. I appreciate the simple surprise planned, its the thoughts that count and I'm touched. :) Another one was a walk around Esplanade, one of my fav places in sg, though there's really nothing much to do, was simple dinner and walking around. Recalled something about planning for overseas trip and I agree that an awareness of of the feelings of others is important. and yay I'll be receiving a gel eyeliner as present! let's hope I'll find it easy to use. hehehe. Third gathering: It hit me that the person I missed is the person in my memory and not really you. My very-forgetful brain.. Awkwardness. I should stop trying to imagine that a person is better/worse than he/she is. Take life as it is and move on.
Driving today was awesome! Although I have made enough mistakes today to fail, I felt good about the whole thing. Let's hope it stays this way and wish me luck in getting a good time for driving test! (and it's two months of waiting time. -_- ) Had a whole lot of evil laughter today! HAHAHA. =P
I feel sad when we quarrel about things everytime. However after every argument, I feel glad that I found you who is willing to stick with me to solve the problems together. Thank you and thank fate to have let me meet you. :)
<<random pic i found that i drew. >>
未你
Put that aside, I had three post-exams gathering since labour day. Girls singing out (crazily) had never felt so good. Singing is the expression of the soul. I appreciate the simple surprise planned, its the thoughts that count and I'm touched. :) Another one was a walk around Esplanade, one of my fav places in sg, though there's really nothing much to do, was simple dinner and walking around. Recalled something about planning for overseas trip and I agree that an awareness of of the feelings of others is important. and yay I'll be receiving a gel eyeliner as present! let's hope I'll find it easy to use. hehehe. Third gathering: It hit me that the person I missed is the person in my memory and not really you. My very-forgetful brain.. Awkwardness. I should stop trying to imagine that a person is better/worse than he/she is. Take life as it is and move on.
Driving today was awesome! Although I have made enough mistakes today to fail, I felt good about the whole thing. Let's hope it stays this way and wish me luck in getting a good time for driving test! (and it's two months of waiting time. -_- ) Had a whole lot of evil laughter today! HAHAHA. =P
I feel sad when we quarrel about things everytime. However after every argument, I feel glad that I found you who is willing to stick with me to solve the problems together. Thank you and thank fate to have let me meet you. :)
<<random pic i found that i drew. >>
未你
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Whining
I. Still. Have. Not. Secure. Another. Job. Rawrrrrrrrrr.
Politics at work, trying not to step on any mine but I think I did, accidentally. Peace. It's difficult to be nice to everyone. Still manageable I guess. Anyway back-stabbers won't tell u they have stabbed u on the back so I have no way of telling. Just focus on my job. Still doing okay, fortunately.
I had a couple of weird dreams recently, I felt much for a particular one because it thought me to think about what "responsibilities" guys have in a relationship. I felt that it's the nicer part of me trying to remind me not to be too mean to sm. Oops. Okay, point taken.
Many places I wish to visit. Somehow the places just add up and there's a long list. Let's see how I plan my time and whether I can get people out. Wee~
Driving had been bad. So many bad habits to change. Omg. $.$ nevertheless, it has been a really good experience.
锦上添花,不如雪中送炭。
Politics at work, trying not to step on any mine but I think I did, accidentally. Peace. It's difficult to be nice to everyone. Still manageable I guess. Anyway back-stabbers won't tell u they have stabbed u on the back so I have no way of telling. Just focus on my job. Still doing okay, fortunately.
I had a couple of weird dreams recently, I felt much for a particular one because it thought me to think about what "responsibilities" guys have in a relationship. I felt that it's the nicer part of me trying to remind me not to be too mean to sm. Oops. Okay, point taken.
Many places I wish to visit. Somehow the places just add up and there's a long list. Let's see how I plan my time and whether I can get people out. Wee~
Driving had been bad. So many bad habits to change. Omg. $.$ nevertheless, it has been a really good experience.
锦上添花,不如雪中送炭。
Friday, April 6, 2012
Plus U ltra leads us further
I went back to j j with sm a few days ago, randomly to visit his teachers. (The emphasise is because I always have the feeling that my tutors never liked me for my poor results and I wasn't the shiny star in my class. Anyway I don't like some tutors too.)
We spoke to his form teacher, a chatty PHD-holder who tried to persuade sm into joining the teaching career and teach j c students. It felt funny how he was so friendly to us.
We saw another sm's teacher, who I look up to. Throughout the two years of my j c life and I wished that he was my phy tutor. He's humourous, takes pride in teaching, and makes concepts clear! Eww.. And he remembers meas sm's gf because we went back together before ! That made my day. :) The working life of this teacher is different from the PHD teacher because he ends work at 7+pm, but seems to find teaching career satisfying..
I tried to look for my own form teacher but she's not around so I guess not fated to see her. To be honest, I'm afraid that she will drop insensitive remarks because she has always emphasised on the importance of going to local uni and she's a PHD holder as well (It felt as if j c level chemistry/studies had never been too hard for her to understand) Nevertheless, she was kind to help me between the period of time from prelim to a - level and I respect her for that. Logical teacher. Maybe I should think about going to see her again.
I really wonder if sm is gonna go into teaching, hahahaha..
未你
We spoke to his form teacher, a chatty PHD-holder who tried to persuade sm into joining the teaching career and teach j c students. It felt funny how he was so friendly to us.
We saw another sm's teacher, who I look up to. Throughout the two years of my j c life and I wished that he was my phy tutor. He's humourous, takes pride in teaching, and makes concepts clear! Eww.. And he remembers me
I tried to look for my own form teacher but she's not around so I guess not fated to see her. To be honest, I'm afraid that she will drop insensitive remarks because she has always emphasised on the importance of going to local uni and she's a PHD holder as well (It felt as if j c level chemistry/studies had never been too hard for her to understand) Nevertheless, she was kind to help me between the period of time from prelim to a - level and I respect her for that. Logical teacher. Maybe I should think about going to see her again.
I really wonder if sm is gonna go into teaching, hahahaha..
未你
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Choices
Life is about making choices that mattered to you. Chat with instructor taught me more than driving skills. And I think i'm evil in some of my remarks. OKAY. Shall not be so evil. And I realised humour is such a beautiful thing. Having empathy is such a nice trait too.
Listening and finding out more about the family of these two instructors made me realised that happy family can be maintained if one put in hardwork. I wonder how my future will be in the future after I get married. And I think men with a family to work hard for are so charming.
Feels weird to have my driving lesson cut down to only one or two per week.
未你
Listening and finding out more about the family of these two instructors made me realised that happy family can be maintained if one put in hardwork. I wonder how my future will be in the future after I get married. And I think men with a family to work hard for are so charming.
Feels weird to have my driving lesson cut down to only one or two per week.
未你
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Walking down the Memory Lane
I spent 4 hours of my time last night, not to spend time with friends but to sort out all the cards and letters I have received thus far. The numerous letters that I exchanged with my friends during secondary school days reminded me of the silly teenage days I had. I would be a different me if I wasn't in g e ss.
I learnt so much from all my friends, good or bad, during those days. It is very sweet to read the letters/cards again, knowing that there's always someone there for me, even though I have my irritating side. ewww.. There were also funny quarrel letters that we sent each other to pin-point the unhappiness we had for each other for some. And after reading them, I'm more certain than ever to keep friends who stayed by me through thick and thin.
Thankful much. :') Meaningful sat night.
未你
I learnt so much from all my friends, good or bad, during those days. It is very sweet to read the letters/cards again, knowing that there's always someone there for me, even though I have my irritating side. ewww.. There were also funny quarrel letters that we sent each other to pin-point the unhappiness we had for each other for some. And after reading them, I'm more certain than ever to keep friends who stayed by me through thick and thin.
Thankful much. :') Meaningful sat night.
未你
Friday, March 16, 2012
Random memory of Taiwan trip
Just recalled an incident in Taiwan which I locked and changed my luggage lock (unknowingly) in the hotel room. And of cos I was in a panic to solve the lock because I needed to take something from the luggage bag before we head out for the day. I was fortunate to have sm to logically try the code one by one and he solved it in after around 10min.
This incident made me realized that each of us makes silly mistakes, and we need each other to overcome each other's shortcoming.
We need to learn from each unfortunate accident/incident and become a better person. This should be the conclusion for my last blog post. And the twist of this story is that I did an illogical action by buying the first 4D ticket of my lifetime. Lol. :)
Zoooooooooooo. And I love giraffe and the girls of cos! :)
This incident made me realized that each of us makes silly mistakes, and we need each other to overcome each other's shortcoming.
We need to learn from each unfortunate accident/incident and become a better person. This should be the conclusion for my last blog post. And the twist of this story is that I did an illogical action by buying the first 4D ticket of my lifetime. Lol. :)
Zoooooooooooo. And I love giraffe and the girls of cos! :)
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Okay, when I'm not.
It's not so bad if it is a once-off feeling; It's bad when it is a feeling of remorse, guilt and feeling of failure as if I can never do better and beat my old self. I used to look forward to each session of driving and each served as a motivation for me to carry on with my mundane life. Unfortunately, it has since became a burden that I'm holding on. But I'm not gonna let this continue. Never ever.
I didn't want to write about driving because I was afraid that I'll jinx it somehow, as if that someone above will cast out my name if I were to proclaim that I am learning to drive.
I knew that I was gonna be a havoc on road. And I'm gonna make it my last. last accident.
I'm sorry.
未你
I didn't want to write about driving because I was afraid that I'll jinx it somehow, as if that someone above will cast out my name if I were to proclaim that I am learning to drive.
I knew that I was gonna be a havoc on road. And I'm gonna make it my last. last accident.
I'm sorry.
未你
Friday, March 2, 2012
I will do better.
Better and better.
Move on.
Decided that its really not your fault; its mine.
If I can improve, u wouldn't have to do what u do.
So, adjust myself.
That aside, I am trying to update my phone software myself and its quite a bitch. nvm, i'll be independent and solve whatever problems that is to come. and as I was bored, I decided to google on "how to be independent". lol. And I found something which I thought I should remind myself.
I need to be good enough for myself.
未你
Move on.
Decided that its really not your fault; its mine.
If I can improve, u wouldn't have to do what u do.
So, adjust myself.
That aside, I am trying to update my phone software myself and its quite a bitch. nvm, i'll be independent and solve whatever problems that is to come. and as I was bored, I decided to google on "how to be independent". lol. And I found something which I thought I should remind myself.
" Be determined. Never doubt that you can make progress, even if there are setbacks -- advance again. Consider that progress toward your goals is how to measure your kind of success. Discover your interests and direction in life, then define your goals to get there. The person who can stop you from doing things that move toward your own goals is yourself. "http://www.wikihow.com/Become-Independent
I need to be good enough for myself.
未你
Monday, February 27, 2012
Entertained much
Mon, tues, thurs, fri, sat, sun this week! Gonna have my fav lesson. Always entertained much by the slacker-instructor; he'll talk about his worst experience, best experience (seldom), daily grumbles (about work), updating phone software, rest day activities, etc. Lol. The other instructor, the stricter instructor is nice too! He reminds me of another friend of mine, kan chiong spider.
Sorted out my thinking. Shall remind myself that having a simple life is a way to have blessed life too. I know I'm afraid of not being able to meet my own expectations. and life is so unpredictable for the time to come!
Have faith in each other and work things out, together. Believe.
I will tame my temper.
Sorted out my thinking. Shall remind myself that having a simple life is a way to have blessed life too. I know I'm afraid of not being able to meet my own expectations. and life is so unpredictable for the time to come!
Have faith in each other and work things out, together. Believe.
I will tame my temper.
Friday, February 17, 2012
A busy valentine's day
This year's valentine's day is busier than ever.
Started the morning with an interview, which did not land me in a job which I was hoping to get into, unfortunately. I just felt that there is something wrong. Well, learning to take things in my stride.
As the interview ended way earlier than I have expected it to, I went home, took a shower before going out for weeeeeeeeee~ haha. Each lesson is a new experience and there's more to watch out for. I shall admit that I'm quite disappointed that my progress is very slow. Let's hope i'll get all the things right and improve much!
After that I travelled to Han 's and to my surprise, I reached there earlier than sm. Forgot what I did there but anyway then we went to bugis and had ramen for dinner. Simple and nice! And I had coax sm into walking to have ice-cream at haji lane successfully! I heard that there's a nice ice-cream shop there that serves interesting ice-cream, like squid ink flavour and since I have not been to haji lane, I wanted to give it a shot! I'm quite disappointed by the limited number of flavours though; Tom 's Palette and Daily S coop is better, in my opinion. Or Once upon a M ilkshake, for a cozy and pretty environment. And we walked to plaza sing from there! Sm must be feeling that he should be extra nice to me that's why he agreed to walk to plaza sing with me. (Background story: he hates to walk long distance). We ended that day with neoprints and pinball at arcade. :)
未你
Started the morning with an interview, which did not land me in a job which I was hoping to get into, unfortunately. I just felt that there is something wrong. Well, learning to take things in my stride.
As the interview ended way earlier than I have expected it to, I went home, took a shower before going out for weeeeeeeeee~ haha. Each lesson is a new experience and there's more to watch out for. I shall admit that I'm quite disappointed that my progress is very slow. Let's hope i'll get all the things right and improve much!
After that I travelled to Han 's and to my surprise, I reached there earlier than sm. Forgot what I did there but anyway then we went to bugis and had ramen for dinner. Simple and nice! And I had coax sm into walking to have ice-cream at haji lane successfully! I heard that there's a nice ice-cream shop there that serves interesting ice-cream, like squid ink flavour and since I have not been to haji lane, I wanted to give it a shot! I'm quite disappointed by the limited number of flavours though; Tom 's Palette and Daily S coop is better, in my opinion. Or Once upon a M ilkshake, for a cozy and pretty environment. And we walked to plaza sing from there! Sm must be feeling that he should be extra nice to me that's why he agreed to walk to plaza sing with me. (Background story: he hates to walk long distance). We ended that day with neoprints and pinball at arcade. :)
未你
Friday, February 3, 2012
What does our friendship mean to you?
I do not understand people who do not reply to sms. WHY?
This only means that I am not important to you. Yup, thats all.
I have been thick-skinned recently, doing call-to-get-rebate kind of action and to ask a classmate who is on my fb friend list for tips for interview (when I had never talk to him face-to-face before). Thankful for tips received and hope good karma goes to him! woohoo!
I need to speak in proper english for interview. No allowance for Singlish to jeopardise my chance of presenting well in front of the interviewer. Need to do my homework!
未你
This only means that I am not important to you. Yup, thats all.
I have been thick-skinned recently, doing call-to-get-rebate kind of action and to ask a classmate who is on my fb friend list for tips for interview (when I had never talk to him face-to-face before). Thankful for tips received and hope good karma goes to him! woohoo!
I need to speak in proper english for interview. No allowance for Singlish to jeopardise my chance of presenting well in front of the interviewer. Need to do my homework!
未你
2012 has been good for me so far!
Went to Taiwan, met up with my old time friends, chinese new year, going to the flower exhibition are some of the activities that I started 2012 with. Let's hope that 2012 will continue to be an awesome year for me and people around me! :)
未你
未你
Friday, January 27, 2012
新年 2012
今年的新年少了一些亲情的感觉。
少了大家庭热闹的气氛,多了大人们之间的矛盾。
我说过,我因为不想陷入“家庭政治”的缠局里,所以宁可不吭声,凝视着妈妈与姐姐如何摆平那一切。
看着其他朋友热热闹闹的新年大家庭庆祝会,我心里除了一点的妒忌,还有一点的惋惜,好景不长在,岁月不留人。
未你
少了大家庭热闹的气氛,多了大人们之间的矛盾。
我说过,我因为不想陷入“家庭政治”的缠局里,所以宁可不吭声,凝视着妈妈与姐姐如何摆平那一切。
看着其他朋友热热闹闹的新年大家庭庆祝会,我心里除了一点的妒忌,还有一点的惋惜,好景不长在,岁月不留人。
未你
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Family politics
It's not difficult to arrange an activity, meal or venue. What's difficult is when politics between different people come into place. And I do not want to engage myself into any politics and thus refuse to get involved. I feel rather sad to know that this is the kind of situation we get after our grandparents passed away.
Shall cherish what I have because I'll never know what will happen next.
On a side note, long break I have for cny this year! :D
Shall cherish what I have because I'll never know what will happen next.
On a side note, long break I have for cny this year! :D
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Our boyfriends
I met up with two gfs last fri and had a good time discussing what our boyfriends do- the nonsense we tolerate. Girls talk has always been an enjoyable experience. Sharing session of the good and bad experiences :)
As much as I sound irritated, I feel blessed and fortunate that you found me and I found you. Thanks for reminding me how important family is.
Went to make small cny munchie cake on Sunday. Wee~
AND, I'm not done with my packing! xp
As much as I sound irritated, I feel blessed and fortunate that you found me and I found you. Thanks for reminding me how important family is.
Went to make small cny munchie cake on Sunday. Wee~
AND, I'm not done with my packing! xp
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Taiwan for New Year 2012!
Gonna briefly note down the things we did:
Day 1
We reached Changi Airport at around 5.30~6.00am, checked in our luggage and had mac breakfast. Following which we board the plane and by the time we reached tw Taoyuan Airport was around noon. Searched for the youth card registration details and free-go bus from airport to hotel (of course, and also how we should travelled from hotel back to Taoyuan on the last day). By the time we checked in to Pink Lotus Hotel was around 3~pm. We went for a steamboat lunch/dinner nearby which had 甘蔗汤 (which I don't understand because the stock didn't taste extra sweet like sugar cane juice would) and free-flow salad bar. Nightfall comes early during this time of the year and it was quite dark by the time we left the restaurant. And we went to 士林夜市。
Day 2
Exploring the hot spring facilities after breakfast
淡水 (bought the tall ice-cream, a puff full of red bean paste, ah gei and 铁蛋 )
渔人码头
Photo-taking day ^_^v ^_^v ^_^v ^_^v
Steak, bead and soup dinner.
Day 3
Breakfast at hotel before we checked out and moved to Kingshi Hotel at Xi Men Ding.
Wanted to visit the SM Entertainment store but forgot to note down the exact address.
Walked around Taipei Main Station.
Xin wasn't feeling well so xin and jac went back to the hotel first while sm and I walked through the shops at Taipei Main Station and went to Ferris wheel! Rushed for dinner because we wanted to get back in time to queue for the only all-around transparent carriage. So scary inside! Viewed the night scenery of Taipei. Bought Digimon Movie 1. Legs gave way so we went back to have dim sum supper.
Day 4
Tour Taipei day! We went to the SM Entertainment and bought the rest of the digimon movies (I find it funny that when others go SM Entertainment store to buy merchandise for their idols, we were there to buy digimon cartoon movies). Next, we went to J ay Chou's Secret Theme restaurant! wee~ One of my fav movies. :) Following that was the visit to Taipei 101 and 饶河夜市。
Day 5
Originally planned to go Jiu Fen but it was raining all morning and the weather forecast predicted that there will be 80% chance of rain.Thus, we started our morning with k-singing at party world. I find it nice that there is a personal toilet attached to the room. Funny that Xin and sm decrypted that taiwan "han yu pin yin" into our chinese "han yu pin yin". This made our finding for songs easier. Next, we went to watch the guard changing ceremony and ding tai feng for lunch/dinner. Ended our last night by scouting food at 士林夜市 。
Day 6 (Last day)
Sm and I went back to Taipei Main Station to look for the souvenir keychains and we had our last of 50 lan2 milk tea and food before we went back to xi men ding to do the last minute shopping. Bought Ah Zong Mian Xian to airport to eat. Much comfort from the warm food :) Bought bread as well. Cold feet on the airplane. Had supper at mac before we left.
We will learn from our mistakes and improve together, love. <3
未你
Day 1
We reached Changi Airport at around 5.30~6.00am, checked in our luggage and had mac breakfast. Following which we board the plane and by the time we reached tw Taoyuan Airport was around noon. Searched for the youth card registration details and free-go bus from airport to hotel (of course, and also how we should travelled from hotel back to Taoyuan on the last day). By the time we checked in to Pink Lotus Hotel was around 3~pm. We went for a steamboat lunch/dinner nearby which had 甘蔗汤 (which I don't understand because the stock didn't taste extra sweet like sugar cane juice would) and free-flow salad bar. Nightfall comes early during this time of the year and it was quite dark by the time we left the restaurant. And we went to 士林夜市。
Day 2
Exploring the hot spring facilities after breakfast
淡水 (bought the tall ice-cream, a puff full of red bean paste, ah gei and 铁蛋 )
渔人码头
Photo-taking day ^_^v ^_^v ^_^v ^_^v
Steak, bead and soup dinner.
Day 3
Breakfast at hotel before we checked out and moved to Kingshi Hotel at Xi Men Ding.
Wanted to visit the SM Entertainment store but forgot to note down the exact address.
Walked around Taipei Main Station.
Xin wasn't feeling well so xin and jac went back to the hotel first while sm and I walked through the shops at Taipei Main Station and went to Ferris wheel! Rushed for dinner because we wanted to get back in time to queue for the only all-around transparent carriage. So scary inside! Viewed the night scenery of Taipei. Bought Digimon Movie 1. Legs gave way so we went back to have dim sum supper.
Day 4
Tour Taipei day! We went to the SM Entertainment and bought the rest of the digimon movies (I find it funny that when others go SM Entertainment store to buy merchandise for their idols, we were there to buy digimon cartoon movies). Next, we went to J ay Chou's Secret Theme restaurant! wee~ One of my fav movies. :) Following that was the visit to Taipei 101 and 饶河夜市。
Day 5
Originally planned to go Jiu Fen but it was raining all morning and the weather forecast predicted that there will be 80% chance of rain.Thus, we started our morning with k-singing at party world. I find it nice that there is a personal toilet attached to the room. Funny that Xin and sm decrypted that taiwan "han yu pin yin" into our chinese "han yu pin yin". This made our finding for songs easier. Next, we went to watch the guard changing ceremony and ding tai feng for lunch/dinner. Ended our last night by scouting food at 士林夜市 。
Day 6 (Last day)
Sm and I went back to Taipei Main Station to look for the souvenir keychains and we had our last of 50 lan2 milk tea and food before we went back to xi men ding to do the last minute shopping. Bought Ah Zong Mian Xian to airport to eat. Much comfort from the warm food :) Bought bread as well. Cold feet on the airplane. Had supper at mac before we left.
We will learn from our mistakes and improve together, love. <3
未你
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