Been feeling very down these few days because of friends, family, work. It's not a good start, I told myself. How am I going to go through this?
I had a talk with uncle k tonight. It has been really long since we last talked. I wasn't sure if he was free to talk or wished to talk but I really did miss talking to this friend. So I rattled on. I'm glad I did. He's one of the best people to talk with.
Life's just like that, no time to think too much, no time to consider so much. I have to be more decisive and hold on to my point on whatever I want.
I may not have a large group of friends but I'm contented with what I have. I do not live in a big house but I have a comfortable roof over my head. I shouldn't be too hard on myself, to try to make the others happy but upset myself at the same time. I'm always afraid of saying something wrong to another person, always afraid of making someone upset/angry/annoyed at me. I should just be me. H mentioned this to me before too. I just got to be me.
Another skill I have to learn is to filter.
I'm touched.
Touched by what I have.
未你
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Friday, July 22, 2011
Slack-y foreign lecturer
As compared to the first foreign lecturer, this lecturer is really slack max. She told us to print some notes to prepare for tmr's lesson but as I have just checked, she has not uploaded them. -_- . Can't you spare a thought for those students who are working. and, she dismissed us one hour before the supposed time.
Shall write a short blog entry then.
Been feeling moody since that sms came. It's double-standard. And me, having a low determination on things usually, feels like giving up already. Enough. idkidkidk. I don't want you to feel like you have compromised a lot for me. idk.
On a positive note, I'm making friends all over again in school.
TGIF.
未你
Shall write a short blog entry then.
Been feeling moody since that sms came. It's double-standard. And me, having a low determination on things usually, feels like giving up already. Enough. idkidkidk. I don't want you to feel like you have compromised a lot for me. idk.
On a positive note, I'm making friends all over again in school.
TGIF.
未你
Sunday, July 17, 2011
The Start of The Last
I'm not writing about the last harry potter movie(7, part 2) here, I'm writing on my last semester of my course, my seventh semester.
Studying and working can be compared to taking a rollercoaster ride. (fyi, I have fear for rollarcoaster)
Once you start on one, you cant stop. The ride will get more and more crazy till the end. Fear enters your heart when you realise you dont know what to do. And it ends after the final examination. Well, it's a little different this semester as compared to the last because there's greater emphasise put on the whole semester's projects, and mid term tests. Thus, it's gonna be a crazy ride throughout I guess.
This is gonna be my last (well, at least at sim. probably gonna either take up acca or cpa australia, havent made up my mind yet), and hopefully the best.
Another topic, friends.
What to do when your two bestie dislike each other? Sandwiched. Now I know exactly those guys whose mum and wife couldn't get along feels. The only solution: Separate them.
Some friends are good to have, but no matter how much effort I put into them, I wouldn't get anything out of it. Life's like this I guess. I just pray hard that my best friends will stay as my best friends forever.
Another point. Someone struck me to think of this:
If you forget your friends when you are in love, don't expect them to remember you when you are out of love.
Karma.
Full school and work to go! Gonna stay optimistic! :D
未你
Studying and working can be compared to taking a rollercoaster ride. (fyi, I have fear for rollarcoaster)
Once you start on one, you cant stop. The ride will get more and more crazy till the end. Fear enters your heart when you realise you dont know what to do. And it ends after the final examination. Well, it's a little different this semester as compared to the last because there's greater emphasise put on the whole semester's projects, and mid term tests. Thus, it's gonna be a crazy ride throughout I guess.
This is gonna be my last (well, at least at sim. probably gonna either take up acca or cpa australia, havent made up my mind yet), and hopefully the best.
Another topic, friends.
What to do when your two bestie dislike each other? Sandwiched. Now I know exactly those guys whose mum and wife couldn't get along feels. The only solution: Separate them.
Some friends are good to have, but no matter how much effort I put into them, I wouldn't get anything out of it. Life's like this I guess. I just pray hard that my best friends will stay as my best friends forever.
Another point. Someone struck me to think of this:
If you forget your friends when you are in love, don't expect them to remember you when you are out of love.
Karma.
Full school and work to go! Gonna stay optimistic! :D
未你
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Wake me up when July comes.
July has arrived.
I can hardly believe that another 6months has left and I am already at the second half of 2011. What a (half) year, what an emo year so far. I'm too emotional for my own good. I am still that naive to believe and trust people so fully. Too trusting for my own good. Shall learn not to be so trusting! :) and I shall tame my temper, be nicer to people who are nice to me :) Anyway, last semester to go and I shall attempt to pull up my results for this final sem, after scoring so many lousy credits last two semesters. (look at my results and sigh). And I should learn to filter and take some things at surface value.
Re-watched my favourite anime's movie and I'm still loving it. <3 Attempted to play the "ping-pong-ping-pong-ping-pong-chap". It's nice to reminisce the good old times. Everything and everyone has changed. And I'm glad that I still have these wonderful memories and wonderful friends whom I am still in touched with. Thankful :)
And of course, sm who is still by my side :)
On a side note, I have found a very nice photo app! omg. loves. haha. :)
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未你
I can hardly believe that another 6months has left and I am already at the second half of 2011. What a (half) year, what an emo year so far. I'm too emotional for my own good. I am still that naive to believe and trust people so fully. Too trusting for my own good. Shall learn not to be so trusting! :) and I shall tame my temper, be nicer to people who are nice to me :) Anyway, last semester to go and I shall attempt to pull up my results for this final sem, after scoring so many lousy credits last two semesters. (look at my results and sigh). And I should learn to filter and take some things at surface value.
Re-watched my favourite anime's movie and I'm still loving it. <3 Attempted to play the "ping-pong-ping-pong-ping-pong-chap". It's nice to reminisce the good old times. Everything and everyone has changed. And I'm glad that I still have these wonderful memories and wonderful friends whom I am still in touched with. Thankful :)
And of course, sm who is still by my side :)
On a side note, I have found a very nice photo app! omg. loves. haha. :)
未你
Sunday, July 3, 2011
One night in safari.
We six people went to night safari last night. Only took like 2 or 3 photos because my camera is really bad when it comes to taking photo in the dark or near darkness. I didn't expect much from this trip and I would say this is better than I imagined, though it could have been better if we went there earlier and had time to go on walking trail.
Looking at the cute animals is so cute. Okay, my sentence is weird. lol :) and on the tram ride, we saw elephants, tigers, etc. It's like they leaped out of our primary school science textbook and are so real right in front of me. It's a pity though, that many of them are endangered species. Climate change and hunters are not helping at all. It's nice to see them.
Following that was a stayover and fun till 5+ am with the chinese idioms and drawings. We were all high to the point where we laugh at the smallest thing. One funniest incident was when my friend kt switched off the light, he realised he cant see at all. And so, someone commented he lay down before he switch off the light. BUT if he lay down then he wouldn't be able to see where he was supposed to sleep at! hahahaha. so he went to switch off the light and attempts to find his place before someone else commented that he can use the owl light which they bought at night safari for a little light to light his way. And so he search for the owl and switch on. AND finally, when we all thought it's okay, time to sleep already, he said "but i dont know how to switch off this light!" and the switch is in fact the same one as how he switched on it. He's very very funny because of the way he says things. :)
I'm sick and i dont know where i caught it from. :( is it the lychee I ate, or the huge puff of cigarettes smoke i sniffed when walking up the stairs, or from sm? idk.
未你
Looking at the cute animals is so cute. Okay, my sentence is weird. lol :) and on the tram ride, we saw elephants, tigers, etc. It's like they leaped out of our primary school science textbook and are so real right in front of me. It's a pity though, that many of them are endangered species. Climate change and hunters are not helping at all. It's nice to see them.
Following that was a stayover and fun till 5+ am with the chinese idioms and drawings. We were all high to the point where we laugh at the smallest thing. One funniest incident was when my friend kt switched off the light, he realised he cant see at all. And so, someone commented he lay down before he switch off the light. BUT if he lay down then he wouldn't be able to see where he was supposed to sleep at! hahahaha. so he went to switch off the light and attempts to find his place before someone else commented that he can use the owl light which they bought at night safari for a little light to light his way. And so he search for the owl and switch on. AND finally, when we all thought it's okay, time to sleep already, he said "but i dont know how to switch off this light!" and the switch is in fact the same one as how he switched on it. He's very very funny because of the way he says things. :)
I'm sick and i dont know where i caught it from. :( is it the lychee I ate, or the huge puff of cigarettes smoke i sniffed when walking up the stairs, or from sm? idk.
未你
This holiday.
I have managed to clear most of what I want to do this holiday. Meeting up with friends have always been <3 because I can have htht with them. And sometimes they will "yes yes! this happened to me toooooo!" yeah, sometimes it is grumbles we share in each of our life but sometimes it is nonsense that we share. However, organising for a meet-up can really be a bitch sometimes, especially when people dont reply. Once or twice is fine but too many times can really show how much i mean to u :( well, as much as i grumble about planning, i am always glad to meet up with them, :)
Meeting up with different friends gives different feelings and every time time flies and before i realise it, it's time to head home already. Play time will never be enough right. well well, i shall attempt to settle down when my crazy timetable starts in mid-july.
Working has still been crappy with my monday-blues client. I have tried very very very hard but i think my strategy is wrong and i always push things to the last minute thus always not enough time. the accting system sucks. b/s cannnot balance and i have been asking the maintenance person one million questions on the system. I really cannot take it anymore and thus i would rather suffer a pay cut in order to end my suffering there. it's total nonsense. understudy will be taking over this and i expect him to do a good job because he is less emotional to everything and faster and more poker face (k said he has a poker face, and i agree. lol. ) and thus should be able to handle this monday-blues better. My challenge now is to complete what i'm doing, which is the may and jun work before passing over to understudy.
I have a few other thought which I have been wanting to pen down but havent did.
Being too friendly
I have a problem with being too friendly sometimes or be in the opinion that someone is a "大好人" and only to feel so cheated after that because the person has a hidden agenda or cannot be understood. I shall remind myself to be caution (though i think i have problem doing this because i trust too easily) .
Explaining my work/study life
I may have blogged about this before: I have problem explaining to people my situation because it is not so straight-forward. I am working full-time and studying part-time for my bachelor course. My studies is structured such that it is 7 semesters, which effectively translates into 3 and a half years. I didn't retain nor repeat any modules and the course is such this way. It is difficult to explain this to people, especially to the aunties/uncles. It feels worse when people, after hearing that I am studying in SIM, comment things like "ohhhhhhhhhhh, is it more expensive?" and they didnt ask in a concern way, they asked in the oh-so-you-cant-get-into-local-uni kind of tone. yes, till now it is still a wound in my heart that i was not able to get into a course I want in nus/ntu. I dont mean i feel offended, but it just reminds me of my sucky results. And it doesn't help when my mum will drop comments like "sigh, my biggest regret is that none of you three could enter into local uni". (stabs into my heart).
oh shit. this is an emo post. shall seperately write about my night safari adventure in my next post :)
未你
Meeting up with different friends gives different feelings and every time time flies and before i realise it, it's time to head home already. Play time will never be enough right. well well, i shall attempt to settle down when my crazy timetable starts in mid-july.
Working has still been crappy with my monday-blues client. I have tried very very very hard but i think my strategy is wrong and i always push things to the last minute thus always not enough time. the accting system sucks. b/s cannnot balance and i have been asking the maintenance person one million questions on the system. I really cannot take it anymore and thus i would rather suffer a pay cut in order to end my suffering there. it's total nonsense. understudy will be taking over this and i expect him to do a good job because he is less emotional to everything and faster and more poker face (k said he has a poker face, and i agree. lol. ) and thus should be able to handle this monday-blues better. My challenge now is to complete what i'm doing, which is the may and jun work before passing over to understudy.
I have a few other thought which I have been wanting to pen down but havent did.
Being too friendly
I have a problem with being too friendly sometimes or be in the opinion that someone is a "大好人" and only to feel so cheated after that because the person has a hidden agenda or cannot be understood. I shall remind myself to be caution (though i think i have problem doing this because i trust too easily) .
Explaining my work/study life
I may have blogged about this before: I have problem explaining to people my situation because it is not so straight-forward. I am working full-time and studying part-time for my bachelor course. My studies is structured such that it is 7 semesters, which effectively translates into 3 and a half years. I didn't retain nor repeat any modules and the course is such this way. It is difficult to explain this to people, especially to the aunties/uncles. It feels worse when people, after hearing that I am studying in SIM, comment things like "ohhhhhhhhhhh, is it more expensive?" and they didnt ask in a concern way, they asked in the oh-so-you-cant-get-into-local-uni kind of tone. yes, till now it is still a wound in my heart that i was not able to get into a course I want in nus/ntu. I dont mean i feel offended, but it just reminds me of my sucky results. And it doesn't help when my mum will drop comments like "sigh, my biggest regret is that none of you three could enter into local uni". (stabs into my heart).
oh shit. this is an emo post. shall seperately write about my night safari adventure in my next post :)
未你
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Boss politics
What's worse than office politics?
Boss politics.
The partnership for the office downstairs splitted and the "war" has officially started.
同行的不是朋友，就是敌人。
他们可说是各出奇招。
而有人被无辜的卷入。其实我也不知道具体发生了什么事。
我这两位老板也有了一些磨擦，有了一场吵架。
朋友还是敌人？
act blur live longer :) 没我的事。
~（一个不习惯打中文的我）
未你
Boss politics.
The partnership for the office downstairs splitted and the "war" has officially started.
同行的不是朋友，就是敌人。
他们可说是各出奇招。
而有人被无辜的卷入。其实我也不知道具体发生了什么事。
我这两位老板也有了一些磨擦，有了一场吵架。
朋友还是敌人？
act blur live longer :) 没我的事。
~（一个不习惯打中文的我）
未你
Friday, June 10, 2011
Understudy is coming back.
And so I should start planning the things I want to do! all of a sudden, I seems to have all the time in the world. Okay, shall take back my words immediately. lol. And also shove this slacker kind of idea one side. :) there's so so so many things i want to do. It's a crazy timetable this sem. 6days week. Am I really a part-time student I wonder?
未你
未你
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Conflict resolved
I'm always amazed by how we resolve our conflict. 雨过天晴。
But still got work to worry about tomorrow.
I'm living every week for the weekend. And every weekend is pretty planned out already. Laa~
未你
But still got work to worry about tomorrow.
I'm living every week for the weekend. And every weekend is pretty planned out already. Laa~
未你
Crappy feelings.
Yup, as the title says.
Felt that I can't be compared to ur friends. whyyyyyyy. and so, i shall not ask u out. why should I do that, when I get rejected outrightly when I'm just trying to be nice. ffffff. And i was thinking, whether it is because I felt that I needed u more than u needed me. I'm still learning to better handle my own emotions. Grab this from a tumblr. dont really like the colour scheme but love the simple idea.
Work takes a turn for the better today and it's another "food-ful" day today. Friday is gonna be the crazy one. and understudy is gonna let k knows whether he's coming back tomorrow. On a side note, I can't understand how some people can be act differently from how they claim to be. Fake.
"Who says" is on repeat to remind me of me. Yes, me.
未你
Felt that I can't be compared to ur friends. whyyyyyyy. and so, i shall not ask u out. why should I do that, when I get rejected outrightly when I'm just trying to be nice. ffffff. And i was thinking, whether it is because I felt that I needed u more than u needed me. I'm still learning to better handle my own emotions. Grab this from a tumblr. dont really like the colour scheme but love the simple idea.
Work takes a turn for the better today and it's another "food-ful" day today. Friday is gonna be the crazy one. and understudy is gonna let k knows whether he's coming back tomorrow. On a side note, I can't understand how some people can be act differently from how they claim to be. Fake.
"Who says" is on repeat to remind me of me. Yes, me.
未你
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Taking things for granted.
I have this problem that comes back every holiday, and thus we will quarrel over this, every time.
I always think that in every relationship, there's one person who is the more evil one. and in mine, i'm the one who is the more evil one. oooooooooops. i was told that i always force you to do things u dont like. and my sis told me to cut u some slack. sorry lahhhh. i just felt unjust. each of our upbringing cant be changed i guess. and i cant, and unwilling to change some of my bad habit (eg. the nine-to-twelve syndrome). thus, i should accept some of your not so fantastic points too. let's iron things out yes. we have so much time ahead of us. thanks for tolerating all my nonsense, and my indecisive character. :) <3
未你
I always think that in every relationship, there's one person who is the more evil one. and in mine, i'm the one who is the more evil one. oooooooooops. i was told that i always force you to do things u dont like. and my sis told me to cut u some slack. sorry lahhhh. i just felt unjust. each of our upbringing cant be changed i guess. and i cant, and unwilling to change some of my bad habit (eg. the nine-to-twelve syndrome). thus, i should accept some of your not so fantastic points too. let's iron things out yes. we have so much time ahead of us. thanks for tolerating all my nonsense, and my indecisive character. :) <3
未你
Sunday, May 29, 2011
A reminder to living life, the way we want it.
I had an awesome weekend, re-charged for the week. It was just doing simple things, including meet-up with study fellows in jc, going to botanic garden, sushi dinner, and stay home sunday. It is nice just like this. :)
Thanks for doing all the crazy actions with me.
I finally have got a proper jump shot photo! yay! :D
未你
Thanks for doing all the crazy actions with me.
I finally have got a proper jump shot photo! yay! :D
未你
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
It doesn't feel like May.
With May almost over, it really doesn't feel like May. Mayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Maybe I'll wake up feeling better. :)
Do you think that it's not important or do you think i wouldn't mind?
Still, work is the main source of unhappiness. And the problem is with me, not the work, not my life, not anything else. I have been having a very bad temper lately. this is not good.
I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me.
未你
Maybe I'll wake up feeling better. :)
Do you think that it's not important or do you think i wouldn't mind?
Still, work is the main source of unhappiness. And the problem is with me, not the work, not my life, not anything else. I have been having a very bad temper lately. this is not good.
I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me.
未你
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Need to love myself more.
And so, another five months (almost) has passed. I shall sum up my thoughts.
It's yet another crappiest semester ever. This time, its not about study and work; it's about work and projects. These are projects that have deprived me of my energy. I am hopeless when it comes to individual projects, because I often forget to check on the requirements properly. I also often have problems understanding what the question requires and researching on the relevant materials. And no, I still feel like the outlier, the odd one, and this feeling certainly did not help me. After a long day at work, especially at the sse-place, I feel so drained. And I have bad time management, I spent my precious time on meaningless activities and thats something I ought to change. I kept feeling all the negative feelings, towards school, work and people around me. And then I finally realised its me that should change. I should change my attitude and things will be fine.
AHH. One more sem to go before I graduate. I have mixed feelings towards graduation. Graduating means I'll have to:
1) Decide on my route
2) Provide for my own expenses and contribute more to household
3) Grow up
I am clueless sometimes, on how I should behave. I'm not used to office politics, back-stabbers, people who do not practise what they preach. On a side-note, I hate spoilt brats. They should be locked up until they know how to behave. lol. Fine, this is too extreme, but I enjoy the very thought of not needing to put up with them.
BF (best friends) are awesome. :)
1) I am glad to have discoved the telepathy between friends. Well, maybe it isn't exactly telepathy, it's sensitivity. Friends who will clarify any unhappiness, and are concerned with another's feelings. I was hurt initially because of some actions of this bf of mine. I was typing a very long sms to him and was pondering whether or not to send it out because I think that friends should really understand each other and not pick on each others weaknesses, especially when it comes to setting our own priorities. Before I could decide, he called. We talked about it and I felt much better after that. And then I was reminded of why he is my best friend despite us not being able to meet often, because he's a very nice friend.
2) I feel so pampered by the pink package and card. And when I asked why she treats me her bestie, she gave me reasons. Silly me, yes, but I am glad I asked. hahahahahahaha. :)
I had a k-singing session and we sang our hearts out. Enjoyed it. Singing songs makes one happy! Thankful for the treat and the meal that I would otherwise have not tried. :)
AND I JUST HEARD A NEWS that i shouldn't spread but i'm so happy for I-know-who. A group of us had a "htht" (which should be named a gossip session rather) but i'm so so so irritated that it kept side-tracked with so little conversed. argh. Anyway, (the only "moral of the story" I was reminded of was) when I commented about a friend's 9-months relationship being in honeymoon stage, he said no, it's in comfortable stage. That's the word alright. Comfortable. Sm and I still have disagreements (more than I think we should have. lol.) but yes, I feel comfortable with him. bleh. I dont know what the future holds though, but I really hope we'll last forever.
Next up, meet-ups and some time for myself. :) I think I had a very long shower today (eh. maybe 45mins or one hour?) and felt refreshed. I. need. to. love. myself. more.
Long week ahead and fight fight fight. This monday and friday are gonna be the worst.
未你
It's yet another crappiest semester ever. This time, its not about study and work; it's about work and projects. These are projects that have deprived me of my energy. I am hopeless when it comes to individual projects, because I often forget to check on the requirements properly. I also often have problems understanding what the question requires and researching on the relevant materials. And no, I still feel like the outlier, the odd one, and this feeling certainly did not help me. After a long day at work, especially at the sse-place, I feel so drained. And I have bad time management, I spent my precious time on meaningless activities and thats something I ought to change. I kept feeling all the negative feelings, towards school, work and people around me. And then I finally realised its me that should change. I should change my attitude and things will be fine.
AHH. One more sem to go before I graduate. I have mixed feelings towards graduation. Graduating means I'll have to:
1) Decide on my route
2) Provide for my own expenses and contribute more to household
3) Grow up
I am clueless sometimes, on how I should behave. I'm not used to office politics, back-stabbers, people who do not practise what they preach. On a side-note, I hate spoilt brats. They should be locked up until they know how to behave. lol. Fine, this is too extreme, but I enjoy the very thought of not needing to put up with them.
BF (best friends) are awesome. :)
1) I am glad to have discoved the telepathy between friends. Well, maybe it isn't exactly telepathy, it's sensitivity. Friends who will clarify any unhappiness, and are concerned with another's feelings. I was hurt initially because of some actions of this bf of mine. I was typing a very long sms to him and was pondering whether or not to send it out because I think that friends should really understand each other and not pick on each others weaknesses, especially when it comes to setting our own priorities. Before I could decide, he called. We talked about it and I felt much better after that. And then I was reminded of why he is my best friend despite us not being able to meet often, because he's a very nice friend.
2) I feel so pampered by the pink package and card. And when I asked why she treats me her bestie, she gave me reasons. Silly me, yes, but I am glad I asked. hahahahahahaha. :)
I had a k-singing session and we sang our hearts out. Enjoyed it. Singing songs makes one happy! Thankful for the treat and the meal that I would otherwise have not tried. :)
AND I JUST HEARD A NEWS that i shouldn't spread but i'm so happy for I-know-who. A group of us had a "htht" (which should be named a gossip session rather) but i'm so so so irritated that it kept side-tracked with so little conversed. argh. Anyway, (the only "moral of the story" I was reminded of was) when I commented about a friend's 9-months relationship being in honeymoon stage, he said no, it's in comfortable stage. That's the word alright. Comfortable. Sm and I still have disagreements (more than I think we should have. lol.) but yes, I feel comfortable with him. bleh. I dont know what the future holds though, but I really hope we'll last forever.
Next up, meet-ups and some time for myself. :) I think I had a very long shower today (eh. maybe 45mins or one hour?) and felt refreshed. I. need. to. love. myself. more.
Long week ahead and fight fight fight. This monday and friday are gonna be the worst.
未你
Friday, May 20, 2011
Live with it.
Heard this mind-boggling phrase from k today. Live with it.
Gosh. I need to do some thinking on this. stay or leave.
未你
Gosh. I need to do some thinking on this. stay or leave.
未你
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Friday, May 6, 2011
好喜欢这种读书的感觉
Although I know I have not made significantly more progress than what I normally study, I am really happy about these two days. It was a simple routine of study, eat, study, eat, study, sleep. I can be able to temporary escape from my workload and all the nonsense office politics. I wont feel left out. And in fact I was very entertained. It's that comfortable feeling you get with your friends. I dont need to think so much, other than studying, eating and sleeping. okay, added with maybe some short naps in between. heh. and blog reading. hahaha. xx's blog really kept me entertained.
Guys, are simple yet complicated.
They are generally nicer than girls (yeah, me included. i think i'm evil), and also towards girls.
But I dont understand some guys sometimes though, especially when they keep things to themselves.
I dont have the feeling of regret. It is more like a feeling of pity, that i'm not in local university. On the other hand, I know I have learnt so much more and kind of by chance, studied something I like (yeah, i like to study accounting but i dont really enjoy the work. maybe because i am still unclear about so many things. rarr. and esp when things are so messed up).
How I wish days like this never end. :)
Surprisingly, I saw my tkd senior who is in uol program there! Everyone (okay, other than the nus people) is in their exam period. It is damn scary when you see library at 9am almost full. I had to crawl out of bed and I wonder if they do that too. okay, on second thought, i think i'm the lazy one. Everybody else probably waits at the library entrance and dashes in as soon as they can. eh. It opens at 8.30am if i'm not mistaken.
And okay, I had some self-evaluation and concluded that my thoughts were of a spoilt brat. I am glad i still have youuuuuuuuu. Sorry for throwing a tamtrum. And I thank whoever is up there to give me my friends. I'm really fortunate to have the friends I have. Sm included. :)
Yay! And so I have an evening before I start my work on tues. weeeee~ a date with gf.
未你
Guys, are simple yet complicated.
They are generally nicer than girls (yeah, me included. i think i'm evil), and also towards girls.
But I dont understand some guys sometimes though, especially when they keep things to themselves.
I dont have the feeling of regret. It is more like a feeling of pity, that i'm not in local university. On the other hand, I know I have learnt so much more and kind of by chance, studied something I like (yeah, i like to study accounting but i dont really enjoy the work. maybe because i am still unclear about so many things. rarr. and esp when things are so messed up).
How I wish days like this never end. :)
Surprisingly, I saw my tkd senior who is in uol program there! Everyone (okay, other than the nus people) is in their exam period. It is damn scary when you see library at 9am almost full. I had to crawl out of bed and I wonder if they do that too. okay, on second thought, i think i'm the lazy one. Everybody else probably waits at the library entrance and dashes in as soon as they can. eh. It opens at 8.30am if i'm not mistaken.
And okay, I had some self-evaluation and concluded that my thoughts were of a spoilt brat. I am glad i still have youuuuuuuuu. Sorry for throwing a tamtrum. And I thank whoever is up there to give me my friends. I'm really fortunate to have the friends I have. Sm included. :)
Yay! And so I have an evening before I start my work on tues. weeeee~ a date with gf.
未你
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Miss the mugging times. 想念与错过。
Disappointed.
Ok. Shall catch up on my mugging.
On a side note, I really miss being a full time student. It felt like I have been a student for the whole of my life, and never been working. Haa. I have been dreaming I think :)
未你
Ok. Shall catch up on my mugging.
On a side note, I really miss being a full time student. It felt like I have been a student for the whole of my life, and never been working. Haa. I have been dreaming I think :)
未你
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Positive motivation!
OMG. I just realized all my blog entries are so negative. Cannot be so negative! Shall look forward to all the meet ups with friends and presents. Wahahaha! :) and hopefully, a short getaway :) so now, focus. Haa. :)
I'm POSITIVE FISH ^.^v
Love mum-cooked food.
未你
I'm POSITIVE FISH ^.^v
Love mum-cooked food.
未你
Tmdwtf.
Okay, it just so happened that the letters of something that I am supposed to memorize make up to the title mentioned. And yes, my feelings exactly. I felt rotten feelings in the evening yesterday for no good reason, and my mind had to generate some distractions, leading to my mood swing since yesterday.
Sore throat and cough came. Not particular bad though, fortunately, just had to keep drinking water.
And I realized how cruel life can be. Everyone (me included) being fake, untrue and hiding what we think, in order to build and maintain relationships.
I have a craving for frog porridge. Ahhhhhhhhh.
And sushi.
And soy beancurd.
我想躺在绿色的草原上，
或沙滩上，
眼看着云朵飘过，
风吹着树叶，
多好啊。
Thank you for tolerating all my nonsense, thank you. :) get well soon to both of us.
未你
Sore throat and cough came. Not particular bad though, fortunately, just had to keep drinking water.
And I realized how cruel life can be. Everyone (me included) being fake, untrue and hiding what we think, in order to build and maintain relationships.
I have a craving for frog porridge. Ahhhhhhhhh.
And sushi.
And soy beancurd.
我想躺在绿色的草原上，
或沙滩上，
眼看着云朵飘过，
风吹着树叶，
多好啊。
Thank you for tolerating all my nonsense, thank you. :) get well soon to both of us.
未你
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