Another new Beginning

Finally, after three photo taking sessions and graduation ceremony, it struck slow me that I have graduated. No more report and presentation woes in school. No more milk tea during break time for lessons. No more rushing to class after work. Oh well but I'm still studying so yes to more mugging days ahead!

It has not been easy adapting these three and a half years. What a great relief that I have finally completed this.

To friends who struck with me these few years, I'm sure you have heard enough of my grumbles. Thank you for going through this with me. Thank you for tolerating my occasional weirdness and outburst of frustration.

And to you my bf, thanks for always encouraging me and assuring me that it's okay for me to be me.

My very pretty and expensive bear! ^^

Unfortunately, I still have no idea where I'm heading to now.
Gonna need some luck and directions!

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Living in joy

I still can't really come to terms with the fact that I passed. I'm lucky to be in the group I'm in, to have managed to book that particular test session with that tester and had a regular instructor as my warm-up instructor. Almost everything that I went through in the warm-up session came up. I wake up on some days wondering if I really did pass.

However when I realised that I won't be able to drive for some time I kind of feel sad. Eww.. :(

Next stage in life but really grateful for everything! I'll remember Teachers' Day! :)


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Graduation (soon)

Browsing through the numerous graduation photos on my facebook news feed makes me wonder how will my graduation ceremony be like. Plain, I guess. Not that many friends I have made, but enough to survive, enough to be grateful about. Without them I would miss out the important notifications, reminders, etc. I didn't do very well for people management and my time management. I'm glad that somehow I ended up in a subject I like. Grateful much, for everyone who had been there when I needed you. Bitter sweet. :')

*Sudden change of emotions*
And yes I am still waiting for the email to inform us to rent/buy our graduation gown! And still looking for my white long sleeves shirt! (As you can see) excited much! :)




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Plus U ltra leads us further

I went back to j j with sm a few days ago, randomly to visit his teachers. (The emphasise is because I always have the feeling that my tutors never liked me for my poor results and I wasn't the shiny star in my class. Anyway I don't like some tutors too.)

We spoke to his form teacher, a chatty PHD-holder who tried to persuade sm into joining the teaching career and teach j c students. It felt funny how he was so friendly to us.

We saw another sm's teacher, who I look up to. Throughout the two years of my j c life and I wished that he was my phy tutor. He's humourous, takes pride in teaching, and makes concepts clear! Eww.. And he remembers me as sm's gf because we went back together before ! That made my day. :) The working life of this teacher is different from the PHD teacher because he ends work at 7+pm, but seems to find teaching career satisfying..

I tried to look for my own form teacher but she's not around so I guess not fated to see her. To be honest, I'm afraid that she will drop insensitive remarks because she has always emphasised on the importance of going to local uni and she's a PHD holder as well (It felt as if j c level chemistry/studies had never been too hard for her to understand) Nevertheless, she was kind to help me between the period of time from prelim to a - level and I respect her for that. Logical teacher. Maybe I should think about going to see her again.

I really wonder if sm is gonna go into teaching, hahahaha..

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Walking down the Memory Lane

I spent 4 hours of my time last night, not to spend time with friends but to sort out all the cards and letters I have received thus far. The numerous letters that I exchanged with my friends during secondary school days reminded me of the silly teenage days I had. I would be a different me if I wasn't in g e ss.

I learnt so much from all my friends, good or bad, during those days. It is very sweet to read the letters/cards again, knowing that there's always someone there for me, even though I have my irritating side. ewww.. There were also funny quarrel letters that we sent each other to pin-point the unhappiness we had for each other for some. And after reading them, I'm more certain than ever to keep friends who stayed by me through thick and thin.

Thankful much. :') Meaningful sat night.

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新年 2012

今年的新年少了一些亲情的感觉。
少了大家庭热闹的气氛，多了大人们之间的矛盾。
我说过，我因为不想陷入“家庭政治”的缠局里，所以宁可不吭声，凝视着妈妈与姐姐如何摆平那一切。
看着其他朋友热热闹闹的新年大家庭庆祝会，我心里除了一点的妒忌，还有一点的惋惜，好景不长在，岁月不留人。

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Our boyfriends

I met up with two gfs last fri and had a good time discussing what our boyfriends do- the nonsense we tolerate. Girls talk has always been an enjoyable experience. Sharing session of the good and bad experiences :)

As much as I sound irritated, I feel blessed and fortunate that you found me and I found you. Thanks for reminding me how important family is.

Went to make small cny munchie cake on Sunday. Wee~

AND, I'm not done with my packing! xp

那些年

The reason for the overwhelming response for this movie is probably because many can relate to it. I can understand how the characters in the movie feel and everything is so realistic. And yes I realise many friends came by having similar situation in their life before.

Unlike some romance film, this appeals not only to females, but also to males. I find the content slightly too crude though. Well, but without these crude ideas, it may not appeal to that many people. Again, because people can relate to it. It's probably one of the best movies this year. I like how the story is presented to us, the audience.

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Liberation; fond memories

Today's the last report submission date for my three and a half years of study. Phew. Hopefully all clear and can graduate on time.

I have learnt a lot: about people, system and work. Felt lonely on this journey sometimes, glad that it's all over now. Seriously, 日久见人心.

On a side note, I found my fav teacher on fb! So happy so initiated a chat. My pri sch memories would be vastly different without him.

Randomly saw my pri 1 and 2 form teacher. Not sure if she really rmb me or was being friendly because I smiled to her at the bus stop. She asked about how I'm doing so I told her a little.