That comfortable feeling

Last Friday was lesson followed by a short meet-up to buy tickets for sat movie, Tin Tin, followed by dinner and ice-cream with m :) ice-cream brings comfort to the soul. And the knot in my heart regarding c is finally untied after our talk over ice-cream. You know that feeling that you love someone and you can't bear to lose him/her but it didn't matter to him/her at all? And to me, it's this feeling towards a friend. There's no point brooding over it because it really didn't matter. Why be involved in an one-sided relationship? Of course, we are still friends, I guess, just not that kind of super close kind.

I went to j's 5th birthday celebration on sat. A group of us helped the small boy to open his present. That includes transforming the transformer. Yes, I can understand finally why transformer toys are popular among kids, maybe some adults too.

And so, I have become a detective, in my dream. This is the result of watching Criminal Minds and CSI.

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Fear

For fear that is small and contained within us, but huge enough to affect our decisions and mentality.

An overdose of criminal minds.

Fear of losing, fear of being incapable.

Rationalisation

When we rationalise, we tend to put each other at fault. Though it is natural that this happens, we should always think about how we could each change for the better while we pin point each other's mistake.

-note to self

Applee vs Nokiaa

HEH. I do not wish for my blog entry to turn up in any search hence the title.

I have been looking forward to owning an iphone, mainly for its photo-editing features and the all so awesome reviews I heard from friends from it. However, now that my plan has reached its 21st month, I have reservations about getting an iphone 4s.

YES, I like the photo-editing features, the very fact that I can choose the filter/colour balance/brightness of any photo. Its user-friendly features are also appealing. I should be able to pick up the skill of using this new phone pretty fast, given that I have my dear ifish.

BUT, the infamous problem with iphone's battery life. I am not so concerned about the fact that I have to charge everyday. What I'm concerned with is whether the battery will die before 21mths of usage because I'll really feel cheated (like I did, for my sony ericssonn w595 or smthg like that). Not that changing the battery of iphone will help, I heard. because rumour says that even the battery-changing service is to change the battery with another "chiong"(aka pirated) battery. Servicing will also be a problem, not to mention, its higher price as compared to the other smart phones in the market. AND, the fb app is a bitch sometimes.

On the other hand, my loyal nokia phone has served me well these almost 22mths. Other than the sudden cut off of my tele-conversation a couple of times a few months back, it has not given me any problems. AND, nokiaa service centre is conveniently located at vivo (not that I wish that my phone would meet with some mishap) and they used to have this thing call "extended warranty", not sure if they still have this though.

So, smart touch screen phone OR not,
Applee or Nokiaa-N9.


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Liberation; fond memories

Today's the last report submission date for my three and a half years of study. Phew. Hopefully all clear and can graduate on time.

I have learnt a lot: about people, system and work. Felt lonely on this journey sometimes, glad that it's all over now. Seriously, 日久见人心.

On a side note, I found my fav teacher on fb! So happy so initiated a chat. My pri sch memories would be vastly different without him.

Randomly saw my pri 1 and 2 form teacher. Not sure if she really rmb me or was being friendly because I smiled to her at the bus stop. She asked about how I'm doing so I told her a little.

No weekend

Is this how an accountant should feel, having no weekend? I didn't realize that today's another Monday because I have been busy with projects. Okay, I confess that I had my fair share of slack days during my 3rd sem.

I had a meet up with one gf on fri and shared a bit of our life. That's one happy study day though I'm not sure if I had disturbed her too much. Whether its study, kimchi, baking, nature tour, shopping, (i guess i could go on and on, so i should stop here) Our next awaits :) n with feng!

Next was sat's dental followed by project meet up which was, errrrr, not very productive?

Sunday was a "stay home Sunday", which I woke up at noon (happily) and got struck in the first round of the sdm test. So not productive not because I slacked, but because I don't know what's wrong. :( sm paid me a visit which made me feel much comfort. :)

Home-cooked food is still the best after a long day. :)

Two more assignment + a dreadful pair of nonsense bitchy sse (on wed) to go.

Something happy! ->
I dreamt of my fav teacher! I have never thought I missed him so much but I did. Maybe it's better this way that I never knew him too much. Cos this means that I wouldnt know about any weakness of his. Hahaha. I'm madly amused that my brain digged him out from my memory to make me happy. :D

Expensive wisdom

I went for dental today and it costed me $50+. this is still okay. The dentist advised me to go for wisdom tooth removal. And having a tooth that is half-grown (half still in the gum, apparently decided not to come out) will cost me around $500+, to remove it.

List of things I would need to spend on currently:
New phone => tel with Internet plan?
Travel to batam
Travel to xxx (not confirmed yet)
Learn to drive
Learn jap ( judging from the situation now, I'll probably put off this plan (again) )
Further study in accounting

I feel very poor already. :(

#nowonderpplcomplain

Having second thoughts about learning to drive.

What to get for your boyfriend

In light of the semester that is ending for me, I cannot, shall not, could not procratinate anymore.
I have to start thinking of getting what to get.
And running out of ideas, I went to my best friend (google) and saw this link
http://www.wikihow.com/Buy-a-Gift-for-Your-Boyfriend

and.
I'm. still. thinking.
hopefully a creative idea will pop up soon!

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Steve Jobs

Someone I look up to.
Because his story is really one that is inspiring.

His speech for Stamford university graduation is from where my interest in him started. He ended with a phrase, "stay hungry, stay foolish". This is what I'm going to learn to do. Really sad that he passed away.

Let's hope that Apple will continue to be innovative. Get 4s?


As I'm getting all too emotional about things, I know I'm affected by setbacks. Something just hit me and that's y I'm blogging.

There's two ways to handle setbacks:
Negative: blame it on everything, everyone else, or be soak in self-pity (which is what I normally does)
Or
Positive: take it in your strike, learn from it and be a better person

Jia you everyone! We are the world (my dad's way of reply to my mum's 明天会更好。

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The end of a busy week

For the week that just passed, I had
monday- afa test
tues- work
wed- work
thurs- summary assignment (disgusting cos we had to do summary for ten articles of which used chim english and then i realised my english is pretty bad cos many a times i can't understand and that i'll have to re-read a few times before I can get a rough idea, not even sure if i'm right about it)
fri- mas test

was supposed to work three days every week but i asked for two days for this week and four for the next because I really wasn't able to complete my summary in time. so next week, four days work and presentation! omg. haven't prepare things for that, will look through later.

I feel guilty about not remembering the sdm online "playing game" submission on thurs. I wrote it down on my organiser but somehow the summary date due was the only thing that captured my attention. And I know we have been unfair to jen because she has been the hardworking one and she has been putting in a lot of effort in our projects.

Gonna scrap through my final sem I guess. Finally understand what a friend meant by "stress in the last sem cos worry that you can't graduate". nods.

Met up with sm and friends after my test last night. Talked about pulling string and biasness of statistics data. And felt that the world is so big for one to explore. Food for thought. On a side note, my taiwan trip is still not confirmed. I'm getting irritated.

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY, stay young at heart!

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Half a decade.

How amazing time flies, it's been 5 years.
I know i have been a bad gf sometimes, demanding too much from you. I'll be more rational in my thinking. And not throw tantrum. And not be less emtional okay. And to be more hardworking. And to not forget to check my phone. And not be so late. oh gosh why so many weakness. :( but you have to work hard too okay.

ANYWAY, HAPPILY. :)
Thank you for the amazing half a decade.
I'm looking forwad to more. <3

Ending with a photo taken some time ago at mbs.

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Too stressed became two stressed

Yes, it's me and my far-too-sensitive, possessive character especially when it concerns you n (I shall name) "the nonsense". Piled up on it are the stress for tests projects and worry for work. As a result, I exploded (aka blasted).

I feel bad AFTER we talk through things everytime. But it just keeps repeating. I'll try to control, yes? On the other hand, it's high time u take initiative to arrange a date to date me, hahahahahahahahaha. :)

One month countdown!

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A sunny Sunday

Met to jog (given my speed, it should be better known as fast walk instead, but who cares right =P) with sm at 10am. And given that I slept at 2+ am the night before, hehe, the meet up was delayed. We fast walked jogged and exercised a little before we played at the playground! He's super interested in playing that spin wheel thing. It's fun though too much is crazy. Some Malay kids and ang moh came along to play in the spinning thing too. Kampong spirit perhaps?

However, this spinning thing ranks lower than my fav playground item: THE SWING. lol. Didn't dare to go too high cos I'm not sure if my weight is beyond what the swing can handle. Hahahahaha. Well, but it didnt stop me from having fun!

Had a long lunch at fav heartland mall, tbp, our sec sch hangout. Precious memories with different people there.

Love, :)

Blogger finally has an app!

Yay! This should make blogging easier. I have been waiting for blogger app ever since I heard that word press has one. What is lacking now is a camera for me to snap and post. Oh well, greedy me.

So many projects going on concurrently is kinda making me crazy. But all will be over soon! I should 发奋图强。buck up and keep going, keep going!

"After a hurricane, comes a rainbow " ♪ . I was feeling down last night and music therapy worked! It's like having someone there to tell you that things will get better. YES. Stay positive :)

6 more weeks

In another 6 weeks time, I have to wave goodbye to students' life (at least temporary). I shall keep reminding myself about the awesome holiday that is going to come!

To everyone out that who is mugging hard, JIA YOU! hang in there! :)

Cheers!
fish :)

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Born to be a computer idiot

As much as I hate to admit it, I'm terrible at computer system and digging information out from different programs. This occurs at work and in my projects. argh.

Fine, enough of grumbles. back to project.

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Dzc night out

We go out, eat, have fun and take a break for a while. :)
We human need entertainment sometimes. Dzc went to swensens for dinner celebration for andy and stuffed him with food, namely ice-cream, ice-cream drink and ice-cream cake. HAHAHA. Following that, we played 风声 card game at mos burger. And I got a ride home. Two nights in a row that I get a ride home. weeee~ :)

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Will love last?

So much drama happened in school, anyway it's the last sem so I should just focus. The problem is, I still haven't decide what to study. I'm still looking at my options!

Ohhhhhh. And I'm so glad that I have a group of friends who met up yesterday. Cos sometimes I just need a break from school and haha-hoho-hehe. I just took my afa test that weighed 50% of the total and I kind of screwed it up. Let me pass. Haix. Not hoping for degree with distinction, just want to clear my papers and get my degree.

Future is so blur. Haa. Future is in my hands to create. :)

Anyway, I realized sm is the only person who I dare to quarrel and argue. Cos I know he will stand me. But I'll get really heart-broken and mad when he doesn't read the stuff I sent him to read. And they are not even hundreds of pages. They are only a few pages. So upsetting.

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Lost

For a while, I was lost in thoughts. What should there be in a relationship? Being lay back is definitely one of the characteristics I wouldn't like to see in you.

AND, a new dislike-a-guy era has just began.

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Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

We quarrel, we have disagreements, we get angry, we get annoyed,
But after all these,
We hold on to each other.

You are amazing (i can't help but also say that you can be annoying sometimes too)

I hope that we will be this loving together, for as long as time allows. :)

Thank you for everything. :)

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